Tame The Tornado

sepet(:

watched sepet. decided to not watch the last part cause i know i'll cry.. they all thought that i chose to watch this movie cause of what happened. but no hoh.. im just reminded cause the director just died.. kay dats a lie.. i dont know why.. im just being random.

date with Rai(:

she woke up late but came to school cause of our date.. gosh she's sweet(: its damn nice catching up.. and i wish i have her strength.. (: we shall do this again some other time kays.. love love you.. and heck care those haters(:

otw up.. bumped into Si On.. been a long time.. (:

KEIKY IS FETCHING ME FROM SCHOOL AGAIN(:

hey zac..an outing im looking forward to(: see you tmrw.. and thanks for squeezing me in your tight schedule..(:

insulted~

so im better off as Aaron the bold and fun guy.. a someone said that she likes the Aaron me. haha(:

there's this Minah i know who wants to see me in formal.. soo i just post two full
length photos and you go figure aite minah~(:

there, just for you.. me and Clement and Keiden(:

mental guy no more! Mr next door said sorry and talked to me yesterday.. confusing hoh.. the timing is weird.. just soo weird.

" if only im a girl..... i would have hug you girl.. cause you deserve it and you know that." .how did you saw this coming..? cause i dont know it will be.

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ignorance~

not doing a good job with that.. please dont blame me but please dont say sorry.. cause im never sorry. it just happened.. never thought i'd fall for you as hard as i did.. a little too late for everything.. its just so sudden.. and looking at you for the last time.. the very last..

every morning~ i looked at you and smiled..

continue to type it in past tense.. cause its not possible to make it present.. i dont care about what people are gonna say or think when dey read this.. laugh, smirk, get upset, feel sorry... i dont care.. i know that someone will imagine that he's smacking my head repeatedly if he read this.. i think~

HI IM AARON(:

Aaron sang a rocker song this morning and did the rocker voice. Aaron shook hands with a lot of new people during the 1st break. Aaron introduced himself to Coffee aunty during 1st break, the very fierce one. Aaron SHOUTED in the lift during the 2nd break. Aaron gave that Mental GUY from down under the GANGSTA LOOK. Aaron wore Clement's specs during the 3rd meeting. Aaron drew on the mahjong paper with pride on the 3rd meeting. Aaron was an ass when asking question in 3rd meeting, " he's particular about the english leh"-huda(: . Aaron likes Daniel's homemade JOKES..

lets hangout even after after the 8th.. (: i'll miss disturbing you.. the pleasure of being part of the retard group..

and ZAHIR, AMANDA and ATIKAH, thanks for pulling me back up.. with every joke and support..(: LOVE!!!

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guess who called on sunday?

the OMG guy from down under.. was a bit too distracted to picked it up. then i forgot all about it till i saw the name under the Phone Calls.. wooaahh~

its maths today and im watching the movie 21 cause i can understand the problem later.. i can do that now, cause i have a teacher in my group (: faci kept repeating that the casino people learn today's problem.. reminds me of this movie.. and yay! to Ain for the reminder on Aaron Yoo(:

dont really know what to blog about. now, everybody's staring at me blog cause im the scribe. so bye(:

thanks for the awesome time before..

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muhd afrith(:

gosh he's soo cute.. but a bit too violent for me(: thank god zahir told me this. haha and now i believe you.. but this video cheered me up(: though its a bit short..

the black guy was my boyfriend in kindergarten, the picture is freakin funny(:

you are not my everything~ not where i stop my steps.. let it be the past and let the rain wash away your steps.. (:

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stonning cause its presentation time alr..

early morning and we already have to present our proposal. my team mates slack like hell.. AIN is watching Disturbia and she's telling me to cover her up if she screams.. niiiceee~ and she is soooo scaring me.. see see, long proposal= Q & A dat will make you cry.. haha(: thank god i dint fast today.. AFIQ, i think i caught ure germs man! [-_________-]" stay far far away from me hoh..

missing the other retard(: the one who gets 91% on the retard-o-meter..

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine.. you make me happy when =P away~.. you will always be..

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i need to blog, just need to..
tried to please everyone.. ignorance is key.. but even that causes anger. i dont understand it.. the more i tried the more im losing my mind over this. tried so hard to just ignore. but i cant cause the pain is too much. why is it that people don't bother to ask? they just choose to interpret things the way they want to. the way they think will satisfy and feed their anger. certain things in life are understandably impossible but why is it that simple things are made big because of assumptions?? do u have proof to support it? is your assumption understandable?? god please help me get through this phase with patience. please be my guidance so that i wont stray. please help me hold this tears so that other's wont have to feel it too.. no longer a positive thinker.. cant do it anymore.. read my heart and help me dear Allah..

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really(:

who'd have known
when you flash up on my phone
i no longer feel alone

Jason Yang.. you are needed to start my day. HAHA!(:

"go~" ________ "what?"______ "GO!"________ "oooh~"

cause its only natural that i feel bothered. don't you think so?
3rd day fasting(: and formal wear tomorrow.. heels! dreadful heels~

a bit random ah this post. just typing what's in my head..

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awesome(:

im talking about Jason Yang.. thanks to someone, i get to know him.. very2 talented(: this is him playing heartless.. i've been listening to him play all day(: and yeah~ awesome shoes ah Jason.. im spreading the love for ya.. its amazing what he can do with it..

A guy from the next door has something against me. i don't know what's wrong with him. he used to be the one saying hello to me lah,and joked around much.. now he's giving me this attitude. i don't think he belongs here, IMH, please grab him!! ): Huda has this crazy assumption that he's jealous. [-_________-]" eating on the same table with you is the worst thing EVER.. so drop the attitude. i really hope u r reading this.

the funniest girl they have ever known~ thats not true.. just that those girls are scared of showing the crazy part of them. and im not(:

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new group(:

she poor thing.. don't even know what's going on.. thinks im still clueless. amanda is planning to confront her. oh, im group with all the retards.funny bunch, early morning talk about pokemon.. [-____-]" finally get to be in the same group as Faith(:

this weekend im sailing away to baltimore to meet Phelps. Mr micheal Phelps.

Sparks in the air, we spread a lot of envy

Didn't have to care once upon a time

Remember when I swore

My love is never ending

And you and I will never die

Remember when I swore

We had it all

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what goes around comes back around~

that's what i believe. im thankful that i have someone to occupy my time and distract me from thinking of the things. but its kinda sad how we dont have much time left and yet we are hurting each other so badly. trying so very hard..

what you assume~

its true what you said, that i choose not to.. cause there's no point in doing so, we are still there. the more we open up the more deeper we are falling.. and u can't blame you for everything and you know that. its not about ego or hatred, it's about getting to the point and making sure we don't fight. if ignorance is the key, then im taking it, im tired of trying.. i give up long time ago so i hope you respect that.

stay happy stay happy stay happy stay happy stay happy~

Labels: take it or leave it.

a birthday to remember(:

thank you class W47K for the celebration(: and sayang, thanks for the super duper cute gift(: finally thank you umi for the awesome birthday gifts(:

sayang's bdae present<3

delivered to class(:

birthday cake(:

with the boys(:

with the girls(:

and thanks for the wishes all(:

"happy birthday to you,

you were born in the zoo,

with domo and jellyfish,

happy birthday to you"

thats the most hilarious birthday wish so far. and you know who you are(:

happy birthday NURUL ATIKAH(: i love you and i hope 20 yrs down the road, i will still be celebrating my birthday with you(:

i have another picture to show, of retarded people who enjoy CHAIR TRAINS so much..[-_______-]"

fenlong,dan,jo,liza(:

THANK YOU AGAIN(:

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thinking~

today we had bio for science, and its fun fun fun!! kiwi is in my group.. finally somebody cooperative for science.. zahir's group and ours combined to discuss(: clement is in my group AGAIN~ wahh, straight away science with clement the Atok(:

hopes~

im feeling the tense in our clique now. i miss those times. why cant u guys just grow up? haiyah.. i really hope things will be back as per normal, at least for friday.. that shall be my wish. sad that i cant do anything.):

sayang, if u r reading.. please update ure blog.. haha

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walking to the mrt..

walked with my mum just now, and suddenly out of the blues, she said " hello! good morning!!" to this uncle.. "[-_____________-] my mum is soo RANDOM!!

maths(:

its maths and maths UT, double torture.. hack-a-shaq is wat the heck.. ): this is saaaddd~ mr koh is being kind to me.. *griinsss*

confusing~

the class tagged my photo as the artist, disney and BATMAN.. just what~! am not an artist and disney is just an insult.. disney= HANNAH MONTANA!! eerr.. hello? hannah montana= BEYOND RETARDED.. but the BATMAN part is awesome!! (:

amanda sayang~ dont be retarded ah.. i bitch slap you den you know..(: and yes, i still can't stand her.. but im keeping quiet kkay..

keiden keiden keiden(:

see you during lunch huney~

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open up, open up some happiness(:

hello is this thing on
is anybody listening~
a brand new day has begun

The first thing that I wanna do
Make sure that you feel it too
So Im not the only one

Cmon lift me up its a brand new day
Open up a lil happiness today
So I can be someone new

Cmon and lift me up to a better way
Open up a smile on another face
So I can feel something new

the awesome coke song(: brandon urie sang it awesomely..

maths in enterprise

thank god there's zahir hoh.. but the bully ahh~ .. haha
20 yrs in prison, come out with 5 million dollars.. can consider aah mr.micheal.. den zahir will help me with the prison break.. rich old lady.. (: mr.micheal is teaching us something that has no relation in solving the prob statement..and waah.. can get rich super fast..

i miss you i miss you i miss you!

science was frustrating..

see, biology is important people.. research on the internet just doesnt work.. thanks Clement for the help(: annd woohoo~ still cant believe your talent(:

was watching MJ memorial( yes sayang, they kept repeating!! ) when suddenly my brother said, "ehh, who's this begger?? i know, the only begger MJ ever talked to aah? he does basking is it??" guess who he was talking about? JOHN MAYER!! he just called John Mayer a begger.. that poor guy.. and MJ memorial is taking my PB time!! ):

i shall frown if you frown, and i'll smile if you smile~ dats why you must smile forever(: annd~ I MISS YOU TOO HUNEY ):

sunday(:

cant believe i forgot to blog about it.. just that it has been super hectic. went out with Ilyana on sunday(: get to catch up with a lot of things, still my old Ilyana it seems. took some photos but none is unannoying accept this.. thanks for the awesome time! aq tu kangen banget ama kamu~ kapan senang ketemu lagi yaa! trus aja ama pacarnya!! (:

love ya(:

a friend said this picture looks like E.T(:

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someone understands jellyfish language!!

that is keiden(: the first person who understands what the heck i was talking about..but sorry keiden, i dont understand yours.. is that a walking vegetable?? ooorhhh.. oopss its an EEELL. (:

a little less pissed, a little more sad ):

did maths alone today, and when i asked for help, they talked about facebook and stuff): gosh, i guess i really showed that i was pissed.. clement tried though, so i dont mind, and at least keiden said sorry.. haiyo, but that girl.. why the heck do u even bother to come to school? you can chat and do your stuff at home~ im not that pissed im just upset.. and i dont even know why, i should have been pissed but im not having that now.. ):

this is taking forever~ fatin!! cheer up please!!

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Happy Bdae to Muhd Afiq Bin Omar(:

it was my bro's bdae yesterday and he spent half the day SLEEPING. cause the day before he got work at Sentosa and he got back at 6am.. he got IPod and Casio watch.. lucky kambing.[-____-]" but aniewaes, i love you bro, stay a happy bunny aah(:

23 and still in diapers..

that's how you can describe her. too childish to be true.. gosh! you know what, im not gonna bother trying anymore. you can do your tantrums all your life and it will not affect me kays..

i miss my sayang ):

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the 2nd da

y(:

i was hyper yesterday, and BEYOND hyper today(: go "blob blob blobbing" all around the class.. finally get to meet amanda after liike soo long(: today's activity was awesome and fun..

your promises, they look lies
your honesty, like a back that hides a knife.
i wont suffer, be broken, get tired or wasted
surrender to nothing, i'll give up what i
started and stop this, from end to beginning
a new day is calling, and i am finallizing

i dont know what i want to blog about. im just waiting for my turn to present now(:
oh.. and i need to buck up, i need to outdo mr.You.. its my goal(:

one after another after one after another and you being the one and the another and the forever in the other.

a must watch(:

its not my birthday yet(:

thank you bro shadee for the awesome 18 white roses(: though its a bit too early, i really2 like it! thank you thank you thank you!! (:

new PSP(:

ooh.. and i finally get a new PSP! my mum said its gonna take forever if i were to wait for the insurance company, soo she bought me one!! its pearly white(: *bounce up and down with joy* i cannot stop staring at it.. (: thank you umi!!

i dont want you to do anything troublesome uh mr.You(: and dont worry, you are more important(:

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No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.
i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit.
deaf inducing voice, protection needed.
passionate about animals :3

i love books and coffee, big time.
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family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to.
My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life.
cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell.

i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face.
i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮

☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞

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