Thursday, July 29, 2010
 teeeheee :) good day love and goodbye happiness :) i might have to get braces on. note to self :scrap handball, get to know basketball :D brace face. i cant believe i just walked right past Dee Nathan without saying hi or even looking at him. i feel like an ass. see you tomorrow :) hope you can make it.  You can't judge by what is on a person's face. They could be hiding everything deep down. Sometimes it will never come out. You just need to look into their eyes and see the pain deep down inside before you hurt them even more. teens. We are tired of waking up each morning and having to go to school where we see the people we hate or the people we love, we get tired of waiting for the text message that's not going to come and we get tired of pretending we're fine. :D that's how fair life is :D Wednesday, July 28, 2010 darn it space balloons are so addictive! :) sis bought a whole packet of it and now she's attempting to create a dog like sculpture out of it :) so darn happy.  waah so much for complaining to faci about her retarded RJ question. the RJ question now is even worse.hi my name is Audrey FML Tang, i love my darn hair. omg?? whats with me! sorry Audrey, i like you a lot :) and i love your new hair *cough*liar*cough* Question: How are the insights gained in Biochemistry linked to my daily life? Have it change the way I view or do things? Response: haiyoo, is this the changed RJ question? *sighs* whats the original question again? *sighs* *more sighs* *submits* teeheeee :D and that's the DOMO i was talking about :( see the eyes.. can you see that, its saying "gshwtie bssdywehakkpowi raawwwr!!" which means "fatin bring me home, dont let this jerk take me awaaaay!!" *sobs*   haaah :) im listening to Bryan Adam's song, please forgive me. its soooo cheeeesy :D its so unfair, this boy in my class bought this huge DOMO for 20 bucks at the stupid fare, and Lisa wont buy it for me :( tsk, and that thing is calling me and staring at me and calling me and staring at me and calling me. tsk tsk tsk. why in the world are we having this fare? and they actually sell bras and fruits there! in a POLYTECHNIC. what in the world.haaah :D oh on a brighter note, stupid slippers are giving me blisters. oh its not such a bright one? and the only plasters i have in my wallet is this plaster, which is nice but a bit retarded on my toe. waaah see~ thats the yellow headed princess. oh oh oh, i googled her, she's sleeping beauty :D oh this is so unnecessary.  Tuesday, July 27, 2010  harloow earthlings! the sunshine greets goodynoon! :D teehee :) great weather today and its anatomy!! my favourite subject! :) okay this is super fake. i hate anatomy. zzzz. the class is always super duper quiet in anatomy. i hate awkward silences. there's always something (or rather someone) to laugh at in this class, and the awkward silence always kills it. okay before reading the following what not, i just wanna make it clear that im not upset or sad or depress or whatever. its a kinda "just saying" part of this post :D deep shit :D Monday, July 26, 2010  that last post is so unnecessary, from today onwards, im gonna blog about happy stuff and only happy stuff. okay i will TRY okays :) i should know better that im blessed in every way possible. from now on, i shall not complain about the shitty things. okay I'll try not to :) teehee. oh oh im glad this someone im close to is back in my life. all things forgiven, im happy :) oh and it was a nice long weekend, went out with my boo to town with drawn moustaches. on sunday went out with family for Despicable Me. which is pretty awesome (:  my dear husband, if you are reading this, stop reading and call me! be home soon okays. haha :) okay good. gotta rush now :) Friday, July 23, 2010 im tired of trying hard to please everyone. im tired of laughing through this shit. im tired of caring. im tired of smiling. im tired of school. im tired of studying. im tired of thinking. im tired of worrying. im tired of acting. im tired of home. im tired of the jokes. im tired of listening. im tired of talking. im tired of my cat. im tired of staring at the laptop. im tired of Thursday, July 22, 2010  i love this ring too damn much, nur khaliesah :) thank youuu once again :) Wednesday, July 21, 2010  tsk perangai budak temper sey. omg. sikit nak mengamok, malas nak layan. sendiri salah sendiri kecoh. sukati lah, penat nak pujok. just so you know, im not that type.maybe next week things will be better. kalau tak, i also couldnt be bothered!! see feeqs, im capable of doing that. one whole week it is. the class is so quiet and its just me and my laughing gas. crap, every single thing is just too funny. im going bonkers (: Can you take me back to the person I used to be? Back when you were there for me I know it seems like forever But do me this favor please Way back when we were stupid And held grudges just to help us sleep Oh my God, how ridiculous were we?    Tuesday, July 20, 2010  dearest sis, happy birthdaay! (: you are tzee best i can ever find. love ya and be happy. thank you for being the father figure and thank you for pampering me too damn much. you deserve the best on your birthday! (:  that reminds me of those Ash Stymest days :) okay perhaps it is still those days but you know i was mad about him back then. like MAD mad. wth am i saying. shut the crap. im nervous about the bloody UT, okay there's no link to it. crap.  One of the best birthday present EVER. thank you hunnybunny!! :D Monday, July 19, 2010  I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along Friday, July 16, 2010  my dear husband, thank you so much for the birthday surprise yesternight(: i cant believe you actually came all the way to do this. that's very sweet of you :) and to think that it was quite late and you were already so tired. you really shouldn't have, just a wish from you would be sufficient (: xoxo. means a lot yknow. Thursday, July 15, 2010  vaah, too much hor this cat, been trying to steal my BB since i first got it.wont let go of it, i swear :D its been a long time since i last blog for real, and not post some stupid picture or lyrics. its time for me to update on things (: okay perhaps, i don't really have something to update on. im left with one last paper for Anatomy and then im done with studying. teehee. this year seems like a thousand times different in July. Ma and sis gave me my birthday present super duper early and on the day itself there wont be anybody around. waah, first time. or maybe its not the first time? i have no idea. honestly i don't really feel like celebrating too. and no im not saying this cause im upset or something, its just not there, the excitement and stuff. just another day, just another year (: but i seriously cant wait to meet up with best buddies this Saturday! all in the name of fun i hope and i don't want any major celebration thingy please. Wednesday, July 14, 2010 Y'know you're everything to me and I could never see The two of us apart And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do I promise you my heart I've built my world around you and I want you to know I need you like I've never needed anyone before I live my life for you I want to be by your side in everything that you do And if there's only one thing you can believe is true I live my life for you I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you But our love would last forever And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do As long as we're together I just can't live without you and I want you to know I need you like I've never needed anyone before  teehee.. nur khaliesah, for the sixth time, happy birthday!! i love you too damn much! :) bashed up birthday party soon bro (:  Friday, July 9, 2010 Tonight the sunset means so much The one thing that you know you'll never touch Like the feeling the real thing I reach out for that sweet dream But somehow the darkness wakes me up You'd think that i'd learn my lesson by now You'd think that i'd somehow figure out That if you strike the match You're bound to feel the flame You think that i'd learn the cost of love Paid that price long enough But still i drive myself right through the pain Yeah well it turns out i haven't learned a thing  ma says i need a new phone and she asked me if she can get me any for my birthday. im aware that my phone is getting all shitty and stupid but how i wish we don't have to spend that money on phones. i mean, come on, of course i want a new phone but i just don't want it to be expensive and stuff. ): i just a need a phone to text with ease and one that wont ever blow when im talking to my husband. oh and music. i need that. i don't even want any other features. i don't need the camera, i mean okay, i don't need one with a good camera since i use it once in a blue moon to take pictures of important stuff. its not like i blog about things much nowadays. how much is the blackberry bold anyways. ): i don't want it if its expensive. i don't want to choose but yet im googling the new phones available ):): okay i have a feeling that someone somewhere will think "how ungrateful, the ma wants to buy for her and she's all sulky and complaining". let me get this straight, im not complaining, i just think that i have too many gadgets and as long as i have my family, my music, my friends, my husband and money [ i need this okay, im not materialistic ] i think im doing fine ): oh gosh. lisa lisa faster reach de leh ): there's a bunch of pathetic losers playing stupid songs beside me, and they are ___________ friends. they've been staring de leh, faster de leh ):  Thursday, July 8, 2010 She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me" Cause it's you and me and all of the people With nothing to do nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And i dont know why i cant keep my eyes off of you What are the things that i want to say Just arent coming out right I'm tripping on words You got my head spinning I dont know where to go from here There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Wednesday, July 7, 2010  comment from Eric Chua : "Oh Fatin..you are such hypocritic...if you are to write a book on maintaining relationships or secrets to a successful relationship...I dread to think the flood of criticisms to come...haha" this is hilarious, coming from a faci. this, after doing all the timing for your experiments. thanks Eric, i hope you lose in that gaming competition of yours. i'll make sure you regret saying all this, despite the A, you ass-kisser.and to think that i was into writing a book. well, when im old and bored but still... well anyways, scrap that. met Tikitiki this morning by chance, good luck with the test thing.its always a joy. (: Monday, July 5, 2010  Friday, July 2, 2010  yayness! (: thank you nur khaliesah, for the fingers. bought those three rings at the flea market ♥♥ "The truth about girls; we act like we're cold so you'll hold us. Gossip isn't a sin, it's an art. The word "bitch" doesn't mean much to us. When we say we're fine, we're usually not. Most of us fall in love way too easily. We're never too old for sleepovers. All of us have a mean side, some of us just don't show it. We're confusing, and you'll never have us completely figured out. Most of us like attention. We all like to hear we're beautiful. No matter how many times we say we don't care, we usually do. We'll mess with your head. If we say that nothing's wrong, something usually is. And just when you think you have us figured out, something will change and you'll be all wrong. which makes us pretty fucked up." Thursday, July 1, 2010 i want this little kitty (:  for the first time you can open your eyes, and see the world without your sorrow, where no one knows the pain you left behind. for the peace that you can never find is waiting there to hold and keep you, so welcome to the first day of your life. |
 No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit. deaf inducing voice, protection needed. passionate about animals :3 i love books and coffee, big time. " family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to. My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life. cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell. i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face. i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮ ☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞ the people. Airin. | Allie.| Edward.| Feeqs.| Fyt.|Gee. | April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |
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