Wednesday, June 30, 2010
 its nice bumping into you this morning after the long talk yesternight. i will try to find the chocolate rice cake withe no egg shells inside and you can start searching for the Pandan cake that is super duper awful and then off to Malaysia, *wiggle eyebrows at Wan*. sorry for the "fuck!!" reaction this morning, i seriously didn't expect to bump into you, there goes my reputation (: biochemistry is always awful. its like they expect us to digest a whole lot of information in one day. still got the cheek to ask us to borrow the ridiculously humongous textbook. dude, we have three other modules and they all want the exact same thing from us, so why don't you guys get us lockers or something. no? i really really really want to post tzee kiddy picture of you, my dear husband. pleaaseeeee~ ): Tuesday, June 29, 2010 it makes me smile (: i guess im easily amused, or maybe it doesn't take much to make me happy. om nom nom nom (: i have lots to say but somehow i don't really know where to begin. maybe im over the grieving stage and maybe, just maybe im just off with the i pity you phase. my brother's birthday is coming up and i want to but him something, like this year i kinda feel like its a must to buy everyone something, but i simply don't know what. shopping for boys should be easy. no? it takes my all to understand you, i wish i can read your mind just to know that everything is okay. i need a constant reminder that everything will be okay(:  Sunday, June 27, 2010 There are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say 'Yes, that was a mistake.' So really, the bigger mistake is to not make the mistake because then you go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not.  Saturday, June 26, 2010 It made me wonder how many times we forgive just because we don't want to lose someone, even if they don't deserve our forgiveness. ): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ):): ): ): ): why?  Friday, June 25, 2010 i totally stoned in front of my door yesterday cause of that heartbreaking text. i don't really quite feel like doing anything after that and i cant believe it's affecting me today. it makes me feel sad to have a friend like you. you live in a world where there's only you and your boyfriend, and now that you need help, im the first person in your mind. i want so much to ask you to fuck off, cause i tried contacting you so many times, but what did you do? when you're happy its always for your boyfriend, and when he's not there doing whatever jerks like him do, you find your way out by saying sorry. im telling you, enough is enough. i don't have a perfect life too and where were you when i needed you? its always me telling you its gonna be okay, im always here and you're not alone in this world. things are already so fucked up at home and now you want me to deal with your shit? oh yeah, you always assumed that i have a super duper happy/ perfect/ wonderful as ass life, well guess what, the only reason why you looked at me that way is cause you were never there, so im telling you for the last time. get out of my life cause i cant deal with you right now. major mood spoiler. ): ): ): when something's not right, nothing's right.  Wednesday, June 23, 2010  laughing gas has been such a bitch recently. when i don't want it its there and when i want it its never there. okay that was a lie, it's been there the whole day today. im definitely getting a D for Biochemistry and my dear, it's all your fault. the faci kept hinting on us to stop all the IM and stuff. but nevertheless that was fun(: i will miss your mum and the kitty. break time was hilarious, this guy waved at me super enthusiastically, and i was like " do i know you?" he took forever to ask me if im "Sharifah" LMAO! Lisa started laughing and he just sat there pointing at me and i was all confused. its like we all froze there for what seems like forever. the OH MY GAAWD from his friend was heard a few minutes later by Lisa. i was just all embarrassed for him. major -.- i kinda think Lisa really wants me to blog about her cause she's bimbotic after all. so i was forced to confessed my undying love for her and how much fun i have when im with her, though i don't really enjoy any part of it, i hate walking to school with her, i hate it when we are forced to be in the same group. i hate spending my time with her almost 24/7, 7 days a week. i hate her earlobes. Tuesday, June 22, 2010  Monday, June 21, 2010  lets begin with Lisa smacking the Faci right at the dick area this morning. what a headline -.- we cant stop having bimbotic conversations throughout the day and we all kept laughing so she was kinda in a laughing gas mode when she was smacking him. i don't even know how to describe our conversations. its not even planned out or something, we just realized it after a few minutes later. its almost embarrassing. we had debate today and its kinda lame cause there's no winner or anything. so i don't really see the point. Fai said its probably cause RP promotes problem based learning and in PBL no one's right or wrong and he's probably right but a debate is pointless if there's no right or wrong. besides, its more like if the point was proven right. the video after class was disturbing though, pointing out all the disadvantages of Vaccines, like they make use of aborted babies to do tests and stuff. and there's definitely animal playing their parts and the fact that a lot of diseases nowadays are in fact caused by vaccines. errgh! hope its not true although its kinda obvious the way they say it that it is true. all hail Hitler for showing us how much of a hypocrite we all are. on a brighter note, i got rid of the stalker which in fact has nothing to do with the whole thing but i just feel like pointing that out. now lets just hope its the end of the whole dramatic conversations and ridiculous text messages. be gone(:  Sunday, June 20, 2010 hey happy father's day to all you GREAT fathers out there (: you know you guys deserve at least a hug and a urmm.. maybe breakfast in bed? urmm, a cup of coffee? okay no, thats too normal. urmm, okay free dinner! oh yes, maybe a nice massage and dinner, all expenses paid. oh geezzz.. how the hell do you celebrate father's day? oh gosh. well its suppose to be a happy post for all those fathers out there, but pardon me i know shit about fathers. so you gotta excuse me as i make my way out of this predicament and try to blog about other happy things. on another note, my dear, i woke up laughing my ass off at your text, please don't do that again, cause im starting to look retarded and crazy to the people in my house. i knew i should have googled that Bugatti car. now i look bimbotic for not knowing its the fastest car in planet earth. it is? really? really? really? it is? really? it is? is it?  i have a feeling, this feeling, this strong feeling that i waaaant this car. my dear, i no longer want the smelly mustang. this car is gorgeous, i dont care if its crappy, i dont even care if its pathetic. i love this! its a Bugatti, much better? on another note, im not even into all this stuff. love it now, might just forget about it tomorrow(: Saturday, June 19, 2010  Friday, June 18, 2010  this blog looks totally different in IE, i just realized that. it looks retarded and ewwish and huge and errrgh. okay before you read this part, lets just make it clear that im still semi pissed so please don't overreact, cause im typing put of anger. here goes ~ last night, okay technically this morning around 1 am, i received a text from Vijay about the event today, supposedly someone said it was canceled but apparently it wasn't. i don't know which is worse, receiving the text from him, knowing there's nothing i can do about the ordered food or receiving THE text from the adviser later on. i sent two mails about the location but apparently i was told that she dint receive any. whats so "great" about this whole thing is that no one sent any mails to the members. which means i dunno who the fuck am i ordering for. then i was asked by the P to sent an urgent text to 40 people telling them there's a meeting today (note : its not even my job, and i made it clear to him but never mind i will close one eye). of course no one can make it, its so last minute. i bet they wont come, even if you bribe them with money . and if there's no Nathan and the others you might as well call it a funeral. this is not the first time im doing this for the club, i did it a couple of months ago too, but that was understandable cause that was MY event for them. this is not even under me and i have to fork out the money, im not being selfish here, i don't care that much shit about the money, i know it is partly my responsibility too, not my fault, but partly my responsibility as part of the management but are you serious? two weeks holiday and you guys did nothing? when it comes to all the dramatic bullshit everyone can make it. don't give me any shit about what i should do cause i did my part, okay no, MORE than my part. don't talk to me ever about responsibility if you cant hold on to yours. have some respect for yourself, not for me, not for the fucking committee. for yourself. just shut the whole club down if you cant handle it. Thursday, June 17, 2010  wow thanks to the two "champs" i got this comment from the the faci " Team members could also have been more respectful towards other presenting teams instead of discussing/chatting." LMAO. are you serious though, and i acted like i was paying attention to all the teams presentation, -even though i was listening to Saosin screaming their ass off- for nothing? i mean, it was good acting im sure! lots of nodding, checked. appropriate laughter, checked. lots of mumbling in agreement, checked. what is with the comment and grade?! i bet Jeff couldn't care sheeze. cause he never cares. ever. My dear, don't work de leh. dont leh. no need leh. no leh. what for de leh. no need leh. no leh. okay no, im just bored(: oh and if you ever get cranky cause you are tired, im gonna pretty much scream and whine until you cant stand it any longer :D and i wasn't emo-ing hoh. i was just urmm.. PMS-ing and crankying and mad. LOL(:   this thingy is so addictive (: Wednesday, June 16, 2010 i think im pretty much back to my addiction to coffee. im enjoying it too bloody much (: RP is such an ass with the air con recently, and apparently my faci cant feel a thing. she actually called the OES or OSC or whatever people to increase the air con for our class. god bless her damn thick soul. he's back, and pretty much alive. i cant even remember if he used to look like that, but i know that he lose weight by urmm, a lot. i mean i can actually see the difference, i cant stop staring. maybe i should consider following his lifestyle so i too can shed some pounds. but neh, i love my family too damn much. like Feeqah i feel a sudden need to be in solitude. PMS much. on the other note, i kinda miss talking to you like seriously talking, nowadays i feel like you're so far away. i don't feel like having a husband anymore. :(Tuesday, June 15, 2010  some people are just not satisfied with living a normal life. they want to do something extraordinary and in some way leave a mark on society so that when they have turned to dust they will live on in our memories. it has nothing to do with them doing something useful, you know like inventing the bulb or something, but rather demonstrates their obsessive desire to capture the public eye and to feel better about themselves. fortunately, the only mark the attention seeker will leave on this planet is a skid mark. Monday, June 14, 2010  school reopens tomorrow and im not even excited. i mean of course im looking forward to meeting the bros, buddies and such but i hate having to focus in class cause we cant afford to miss anything, its tiring. or maybe im just feeling pretty cranky, i need to blame the weather for being such an ass and bro for spreading the flu from hell. not one to blog about an outing but had fun just now with the two pally pals, its kinda like the kinda fun i can only get with Fytrie B and dear god i miss ya, dint get to webcam with chuu and Hamzah, hope you're online extra early tomorrow so we can say our misses. Friday, June 11, 2010  Thursday, June 10, 2010 its funny how suddenly everyone talks about you, like as if i put it on my PM or something "oh dear god, updates on him please! ". its almost scary how the three of you touched on him all at the same time. oh hold it, are you guys like my long lost relatives or something? and have i been grieving like mad recently? cause last i checked i got married to this Mr Lim guy and marriage is a happy thing in a teenage world. oh well, im just saying don't get emotional with me over this teeeeeniee tiniiieeee stuffiieeee. cause i get annoyed pretty easily and im not a fan of such gossips, they kinda make me wanna sulk and annoy the hell out of Lisa with my complains. so why don't, the next time you guys wanna start a convo, say something like "hi FATIN, lady gaga has got Lupus, have you heard?". i will gladly serve you guys with the best emoticons to say that "im please to hear from you" with the right attitude (:  we did the extremely long (long like EFFFFF! )meeting and you cant tell me something THAT simple? i don't know how you people work, and don't expect me to know cause this is my first time doing this, i was given full responsibility for something i have NEVER ever done before, not that its MY choice, you people talk shit about responsibilities but no opportunities were given to us, how much more higher do i have to climb this ridiculous "i have higher position thus i have the say" ladder? its ridiculous that i need to call each and everyone in order to get an answer about something that simple. be a good leader for once, enough of the drama and buck the hell up. Tuesday, June 8, 2010  Here we go again I kinda wanna be more than friends So take it easy on me I'm afraid you're never satisfied. Here we go again We're sick like animals We play pretend You're just a cannibal And I'm afraid I wont get out alive No I won't sleep tonight. It's just the world is quiet So hush we both can't fight it It's us that made this mess Why can't you understand? I won't sleep tonight. Oh, oh I want some more Oh, oh What are you waitin' for? Say goodbye to my heart tonight.  finally found the Grey marl letterman baseball Jacket similar to Lisa's. kept borrowing the jacket when she brought it to school, now thank god i found it (: there's none in red so i bought the blue one. went to three different places yesterday, was too tired to even see what i bought, so did some cleaning up today to make space for the items. today is study day, not even a chance for anything else ): oh and great news with the FuckYeahSkaterBoys following, love the site, so THANK YOU! Monday, June 7, 2010  If ever your will starts crashing down Whenever your will starts crashing down If ever your will starts crashing down That's when you'll find me Lost till you're found Swim till you drown Know that we all fall down Love till you hate Strong till you break Know that we all fall down Sunday, June 6, 2010  yesterday was so much fun (: really proud to be a Republican cause apparently our Endang won third, despite being the only group from RP. whatever happened to the boys, what a shame. and Endang was the only girl group with i don't know, probably less than 11 people? didn't really count but wow, finally get to see them live and no doubt, they are good! the whole crowd went wild. i was sitting in the middle of NP avid supporters and even they went wild when Endang did one of their super complicated moves. Betara Karisma from NYP grabbed almost all of the trophies though, but i guess they deserve it, *winks to the "Tukang Karut*. went there to support NP's male group Paduka, cause of Wan and Sarip, they did super awesome, but towards the end, it was kinda obvious that they screwed the last few claps ): gosh other than that, the Tok Juara was a bit soft, we cant hear most of what he was trying to say, someone actually shouted "wheey, louder a bit lah bro!" ): but i truly think their moves were super duper nice, tough competition between the boys (: cheer up both of ya, Paduka will shine (: but for now, lets celebrate ENDANG's victory! congrats Rina and gang! Saturday, June 5, 2010  finally did a run through for anatomy (: my dearest Fytrie, im already missing you. so sorry i fell asleep while replying you, hope you are having fun there (: don't forget to take lots of photos. Friday, June 4, 2010  its time for me to start Wednesday, June 2, 2010  its not okay for the Hamas to attack you people but its totally okay to act totally ridiculous by attacking the ships carrying nothing, no weapons or any thing, just medicines and food for the poor Palestinians. on what account? for not abiding your selfish law? you make a big deal about attacks on you people with weapons, with the power, a HUGE deal, but you wont stop attacking those poor innocent people. those women, kids that needed medical attention. so what's your fucking excuse on this. its not even humane to actually stop animals from getting the medical attention they need, much less a human being. i don't understand how is it even possible for them to sleep at night knowing what they did cause nothing but death and those people suffer for nothing. you cut off their water supply, food supply, medical supplies too, then what? starve them to death? whats worse is that even with the recent media attention on what the Israelis are doing, and how vicious those low down creatures can be, there are still some avid supporters out there, yes im talking about Singaporeans. those i believe were brought up in a country believing in nothing but peace and harmony. they want people to treat them with respect but they are such low down creatures unfit of any of the world's beauty and love. one day, you will see. |
 No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit. deaf inducing voice, protection needed. passionate about animals :3 i love books and coffee, big time. " family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to. My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life. cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell. i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face. i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮ ☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞ the people. Airin. | Allie.| Edward.| Feeqs.| Fyt.|Gee. | April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |
