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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
3 more weeks to result. whether the tumor is cancerous. 3 types. my hands are shaking cold. and no one will understand this fear. cant even sleep peacefully at night. this post sounds pathetic. okay gtg. Charlie ! be there soon(:  I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning to the end He noted that first came the date of her birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth. And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not how much we own; The cars, the house, the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard. Are there things you’d like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough To consider what’s true and real And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like we’ve never loved before. If we treat each other with respect, And more often wear a smile Remembering that this special dash Might only last a little while. So, when your eulogy is being read With your life’s actions to rehash Would you be proud of the things they say About how you spent your dash? Monday, March 29, 2010 been spring cleaning and i found a lot of things, that can be considered cheap but very precious. memories from the past, of friends i lost and friends far away from Singapore. silly bits from a fellow Omarion (: im gonna start on that unfinished scrapbook again, maybe this week, maybe next week. meeting Zac this wednesday (: I LOVE YOU. and hoping to meet cina♥ again tomorrow, if there's no meeting, that is(: and of course, i cant wait for the picnic, but dear Sarip, hope there's no semut. like lots of semut. i got an email on sunday, and apparently the school can't handle me the whole week through, so i guess its four days school every week ): i can hear Lisa saying "study day Fatin, study day", as i type this out. hope we get the same day off, so we can "study" together (: so let me go a bit side track. i would like to say sorry to Sleeq, for hating you guys and showing my hatred that day at the Malay Heritage Center. especially Sharif, the poor soul. i think you guys are awesome. no, im not in love with your music, in fact, i don't even like it. i just think that you guys are awesome cause you guys are making money, you guys are polite as hell, you guys want the best for the music industry here and you guys give good shit advice. pardon my language. so here's ♥♥♥ for you two, and a huge SORRY. *two thumbs up* i know, i know, its not like they're not gonna read this, i just feel a need to say sorry, before i die (:  Sunday, March 28, 2010 aku tak mau bicara sebelum kau cerita semua, apa mau mu, siapa dirinya, tak betah bila ada yang lain. jangan hubungi ku lagi, ini bisa jadi yang terakhir, aku ngerti kamu, kau tak ngerti aku, sekarang atau tak selamaanyaaa. jawab atau aku pergi, sayang. i dont like sharing you know. :P kamu keterlaluan, kamu punya simpanan,maka maafin aku, i’m sorry say goodbye, kamu keterlaluan, kamu duain aku, maka maafin aku, ku harus tinggalin kamu (: proven. im malay, im proud of it (: Thursday, March 25, 2010  Tuesday, March 23, 2010   isaac edward slade♥♥  dear girlfriend, i don't wanna be a total bitch, but enough is enough. i am not interested in your loverboy. if you think having a conversation with him is wrong then maybe you should consider jailing him or something. do you have that little faith in your own partner? stop treating him like a dog, not that i care, i secretly laugh at how he barks along to each and every instruction of yours. yeah we share a lot of things in common but guess what girl, i share this common interest with billion others around the world, its a band for lord sake, do you seriously expect me to just keep quiet when someone is harping about Nickelback and The Fray?? we are suppose to be friends remember?? you introduced him to me, so that we can be friends, and friends share their interests. i seriously hope you read this cause i've had enough of your drama every time we are together. love, your ex-girlfriend.  Monday, March 22, 2010  i dance to your love, i dance to your voice. i don't need real music, i just dance. I used to dream about, the life I'm living now I know that theres no doubt. i made it (:  i think about food in detail more than i should, see, im always curious about seafood, especially crabs and clams. where's the brain? okay do they have one? shit, im risking my reputation by asking such questions :D  well, yesterday sis was busy eating clams when suddenly she heard this crushing sound, it's not really something new when you're eating something that eats up fish shit prolly, okay im mean, just that clams annoy me cause they are so helpless and they look sad, okay, but the point is, it's a new crushing sound, and she discovered this really tiny crab, so initially everyone was quite excited, well, i was excited. up till the time i asked " so, this crab's actually from the clam's stomach? or is it just there? UNDIGESTED." my sis stopped chewing and cringed, so i guess not everyone can handle imagining such things huh? see its really cute, had trouble taking a picture of it, since its smaller than my pinky nail. thanks to sis's new htc hd2 (okay don't brag), the pic is crystal clear (: Sunday, March 21, 2010  love the peace sign on his feet  i can still remember your bad habits, and every time im reminded of it, i try to think of the happier times we had. i don't know if you still remember things like that, but i believe that good memories should never be forgotten, even if it involves someone as ball-less as you. on a brighter note, talking to you while you were at work was nice, cause of the "fun" people surrounding us, i don't know if you know i blog a lot! i don't think you even know i have a blog. LOL. so i don't know why the hell am i saying this here (: god's there for you all the time. he's there for me. Labels: ball less guy Saturday, March 20, 2010  "makes me happeh (: " finally i've the time to really blog, it's been a hectic week, facilitating sengkang sec students, mischievous bunch (: the skit was okay but im really disappointed they can't fit the maze we did in the whole schedule ): we tried it and it was super fun, besides some of the kids were really looking forward to it. well, i hope the SHL students are up for it, might need to increase the level of difficulty(: next week, we'll be having a training session for the new facilitators, i have a feeling that i have to attend it, im trying to reason my way out now, i mean come on, i did the course already ): well anyways, a few days ago, sis bought for me this adorable toy, okay fine, i shouldn't call it a toy, its more like an adult collector's item cause it's not for playing you see. it's hard to explain how it works but if you twine it up, the little planes will swing around and it will cycle the tower a few times(: so thank you thank you thank you ♥♥ then, yesterday ma and her friends went to the museum to check out the Egypt exhibition thing and wheeled around the Singapore flyer(: bought for me this miniature or rather a sharpener in the shape of a telephone. LOL(: its cute so thank you thank you ♥♥  i miss you~ kisskiss byebye♥Tuesday, March 16, 2010  Monday, March 15, 2010 Labels: funny moments Saturday, March 13, 2010  i truly don't understand America. seriously, if im obama's daughter i will sue all the asses who voted for Tim urban. are you kidding me? i know, tim urban is cute, but come on, the guy cant sing shit! he croaked his way through the weeks, like everytime i hear him sing i twitch in anger.. last season we had scott the semi blind guy who won everyone's heart in the cause of sympathy, i mean, i know im being mean but are you kidding me? we should just name it sympathy idol.. the guy can sing some notes well, but hell he sounds terrible sometimes, and what a sad sad stage presence! every week, last season, one after another REALLY talented people got voted out because people just sympathize him.. are you kidding me, so we should all just give him nice comments and be nice? he shouldn't be treated differently from the other contestant. if he expects sympathy he should have dropped idol and join america's got talent or whatever the name is. kay back to my alex lambert :'( i still can't believe he's out.. he has a voice like Adam Levine of maroon 5.. a heart that of Bono/sean penn.. and a face like.. like.. like my future boyfriend.. i cried like mad, i know, im soo emotional, but i really like him, I've never ever follow anyone form idol since audition till the top 24.. i was psyched when he first auditioned.. and now this.. over tim.. are you serious?? :'( im sooo upset.. its like.. i got dumped. seriously. when he cried, that was it for me man.. omg, kays, now i can really start work ignore this whole shitty reality shows. yeaah right! Labels: goodbye Friday, March 12, 2010  the uncle feeling feeling kungfu hustle Sunday, March 7, 2010   Friday, March 5, 2010  read and learn (:  Thursday, March 4, 2010 im gonna just point out that this is gonna be my favorite post so far; i switched on my laptop this morning just to send an email to China, the land of pork (: i was thinking okay just send the email then i can do other stuff. i let it run the moment i switch it on, cause of all the pop outs, and my messenger was on auto-signed in, so i was thinking alright nevermind at least i can see the today mail thing. i read the whole list out loud "facebook.. facebook... facebook.. email from sis... email from zhi hao.. facebook..??!!WAAAAIIIT WHAAAT??!!" waait are you for reaaal??!! i nearly peed in my pants man. this is the thing that got me shrieking and spasming.  facebooked just to really really make sure. and wow. and trust me i am fully aware that maybe that's not his real facebook, but there's personal photos in it and guess what? im the only Singaporean and the only girl with scarf on, in the list. AWKWARRRD~ i thought when random people started following me on tumblr, that's gonna be it. so far I've followers from Mexico, America and london UK. fans of ash stymest and all the other stuff i post on tumblr i guess. and its nice to see FUCKYEAHLOGANLERMAN following me, yes im talking about Percy Jackson's Logan lerman. TWO THUMBS UP! i am not bragging if i sound like i am, then i humbly apologize, i am proud though, i hope its of two totally different things for you as it is for me. perfect day today, it doesn't take much to make it perfect i guess(: but then again looking at the time now, it might be too early to say so. woke up this morning to already ready breakfast and bro entertained me with his firefighting stories all morning, hilarious(: thank you god for the perfect morning. love you! Labels: perfect morning |
 No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit. deaf inducing voice, protection needed. passionate about animals :3 i love books and coffee, big time. " family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to. My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life. cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell. i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face. i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮ ☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞ the people. Airin. | Allie.| Edward.| Feeqs.| Fyt.|Gee. | April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |