Tame The Tornado

immunology was great, my team won the best structure for the antibodies thing so that's awesome. i think Eric is really cool, his lessons so far are all interesting, i wonder if there's something new next week too (: so apparently he asked everyone in class today whether or not im as hyper as i am in his class, and they all said yes. -__-" which is a total lie, im not noisy, am i? oh well..

"Dear Lim Jing Jie, i hope you're reading this, HI my LOVE." :D

ooh i've finally come to a conclusion on what to do for PP, i might have to push the idea of doing it on my sis's company, its true what Feeqah said, might need to consider economics and stuff, and i know shit about it. i would love to feature my sis's company cause it sounds important and all. but then i might need to focus on the thing that can aid me in passing not what i want. so a huge thank you to Feeqah (: I LOVE YOU! and ooh i need to say this, thanks Lisa, for carrying my lappy for me, that's seriously sweet of you(: *kisses* i have a new set of blisters and there's three mini ones, all thanks to the awesome boots. no pain no gain right cina?

It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this

And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
We'll drink and dance the night away

Ma, is on her shopping mood, and she bought me this two most wanted. G shock watch and Desigual dress (: i seriously love both especially the G shock. I've always wanted one of my own, and great colour too! :D so thank you Ma, i love love love youu~

one for my bro and sis too :D we looked like power rangers with our brand new watches (: had dinner with family and bro's attempt to cook is a total FAIL :D no idea what happened.. so awesome day today (:

i love you Nur Khaliesah (:

bro is finally back from KL!! (: im in love with the notebook! reminds me of Cina (:

i’m going to pretend you’re listening now because i know i’ll never get the chance to say this to you in reality and i need to just say it to someone or let it out finally because it’s been hurting me for far too long now.

when i say this, i want you to nod your head and look really interested

and pretend that i’m saying something profound,

you will never know how much you have hurt me

i will never forgive myself for trusting you, it is one of the worst mistakes i have ever made, and i will never get back the time i spent suffering for that mistake.

i think it would be best if from this day forward i never hear your voice or see your face again; if i just pretend you don’t exist and you do the same for me, it should be easy for you, it’s only what you’ve done for the last six months.

i may never stop caring about you, but i will try. i will try.

you came to my house, said hello to the people i love and sat down to have a chat with my ma. you wore white that day. white is always good on you. you waited for me patiently, entertaining my love ones with your pretty lame jokes. you talked to everyone cause that's who you are. you are a chameleon, always adapting to the situation. you're born with the ability to read people. and that's just one of the many reasons why i like you. that day, i just want to stand there and keep on looking cause with that smile of yours, even the stars hide in shame. I've always wondered why is it that i always dream of you, but then again its hard not to think of you all the time. maybe that's what we call love. maybe its just a dream.

“I think everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it’s not the answer.”

— Jim Carrey

I was writing

Thinking with my long hand

Put pen to paper

Everything was sinking

Then you start to wonder

How you gonna handle me?

When I'm under

Swimming in the dark sea

its finally Friday, and i finally have the time off to do some real blogging (: im enjoying school but its getting more and more tiring. i used to able to stay up late to watch shows i love, but now i doze off the minute im done with my stuff. last week was pretty hectic what with the SLA fiesta, compulsory talks and sucky modules. i mean biochemistry is just crappy, why ooh why are we doing this? i hate chemistry. anyhow, im striving for all As. would really love to do attachments at the hospital or something, hopefully not under the bitchy faci. ooooh i joined two more IGs, like as if im not busy enough :P i shall quit all, once im in year three, still have lots of time to spare (:

Pain comes in all forms: the small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains we live with every day. Then there’s the kind of pain we can’t ignore: a level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else, makes the rest of the world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it… And for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.

You light the skies, up above me
A star, so bright, you blind me,
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fade away.

you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me boy
We can rule the world
you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I’ll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don’t leave me now.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you(:

I'm tired of this world
I'm tired of your face
I'm tired of being here
I'm tired of the wannabes
I'm tired of the crowd
I'm tired of your voice
So stop being so loud
I'm tired of the people
I'm tired of the fans
I'm tired of the drooling men
So just keep on your pants
I'm tired of being used
I'm tired of being forgotten
I'm tired of your lies
So forget the mess you got me in
I'm tired of my complaining
I'm tired of bitch and moan
I'm tired of your company
So leave me the fuck alone
I'm tired of not caring
I'm tired of your alibis
I'm tired of you

For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.

Well, the telling of jokes is an art of its own, and it always rises from some emotional threat. The best jokes are dangerous, and dangerous because they are in some way truthful.

Every word you’ve said and every piece of laughter,I have memorized.

first day of year two semester one and i, Nurul Fatin Binte Omar aka Nooblet, forgot my laptop. i don't know what else to say but wow and capital F to me. ooh but i shall put the blame on the two dopelets who caused my absent mindedness.

Lisa and Rina, with their constant questions on my whereabouts. i was texting 5 different people this morning, then i received a text from Lisa that she's already reaching woodlands, and i was already late, so i rushed to the scene. i didn't even feel like im missing something. so, while walking towards RP i suddenly realize the need of a certain weight on my bare hands, and so i said, nonchalantly, "ehh guys, i dint bring my lappy.." then they all laughed at me, yes laughed out loud. i thought its okay, i think the RP resource center will have it, and when i reached there, i saw nothing but naked shelves. wow and capital F. i thought, neh its okay, shit happens, i have my notebook and pen, i'll just ask someone to send me the laptop. i sat beside a certain Amalina, and IMMEDIATELY felt awkward, like, im naked or something, everyone was with a certain laptop and i was sitting there with my notebook. wow and capital F. then i realized how uncool it is.

thank god for the birth of my sister, she sent me the laptop promising to reach only around 10.45 but she was there at 10.30+. wow to her existence (: THANK YOU. i owe you a happy meal.

i think my classmates think im nuts. i seriously cant believe i shrieked BINGO! in the midst of the awkward silence. then i embarrassed the boys by talking about dicks, like i have one and im not ashamed of it. wow and capital F to that too. but above all, i think Cheryl has a worst day than me, i shall not embarrass her further by spilling the beans. and i think Cindy and Amal are nuts like no other. especially you Cindy! bad girl. i kinda LOVE my new classmates (:

I can’t feel that. It’s sweet and everything, but it’s like you’re not even there sometimes. It’s great that you can listen and be a shoulder to someone, but what about when someone doesn’t need a shoulder. What if they need the arms or something like that? You can’t just sit there and put everybody’s lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love. You just can’t. You have to do things.

We all have dreams. But in order to make dreams come into reality, it takes an awful lot of determination, dedication, self-discipline, and effort. - Jesse Owens

favourite question of the week : DELANO, marry me?

:D LOL

i spent three hours today drawing for the beloved. i really hope its good enough ): i kinda suck at drawing but that someone wants a drawing huuh (: so hopefully you like it.

ooh two more days to school, and its gonna be 45 minutes later than usual (: that means i can watch late night shows and it wont affect anything (: im taking things for granted, i don't even bother to know my class, as in memorize it or something, cause, i have LISA (: cheet. thank god for that (:

this week, is Stupid Conversation week. i had it with almost everyone i talked to. more to come im sure, since its not the end of the week yet. there's one with Cina;

cina : tone, im happy..
me : why?
cina : i dont know.
me : wow, best converstaion ever.

then there's one with sis;

me : do you think im mean to you?
sis : errrmmmm.. do u think im mean to you?
me : err, i asked you first.
sis : but i wanna know first.

you wouldnt wanna how long this thing dragged. and conversations with Lies every night is plain ridiculous. hilariously random, and mostly stupid.

den there's bro;

bro : do you have any Indonesian friends living at Padang?
me : malaysia?
bro : padang is at indonesia laah
me : LOL no, only Medan and Jakarta, why?
bro : cause im going there, so maybe i can sleep over?

then..

bro : whats the price for the sheep sacrifice thingy?
me : errr am i suppose to know?
bro : heh just testing..

okay now my dad, champ of all random convo.

dad : tin do you know where cats come from?
me : errmm they are from all over the world..?
dad : noooo, they are from somewhere.
me : egypt? *thinking "god please let this convo end"*
dad : cheet, you knoow.. yup..

it was a guess really. see what i mean? stupid conversations.

The truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

pero yo realmente no quieren de vuelta

this movie is a total disaster. please do not watch it. apparently by the end of the movie, everyone in the cinema laughed out loud cause its just plain WOW stupid. there are lots of shocking scenes worth a few shrieks, but the whole idea of the movie is idiotic.

if you've watched Rec 1, you'll understand that its actually about this group of people stuck in a building that is infected with a disease that cause them to go berserk, much like 28 days later but a lot more gory. in Rec 2, the whole thing turns from infection to POSSESSION. they went in with guns which apparently is not of any use. then there are moments where the "priest" who swears A LOT remembers to use his cross to fight off those possessed, and some moments where he kinda forget to. then.... everyone dies. wow. and apparently its no longer a ghost, but an alien. in a body. not a spirit, a WORM like thing. okay this is the part where you LOL. okay bye. i no longer know what else to say.

okay i don't really know why im blogging about this too, but this is a door gift from a Marc Jacob's event. no, not the biscuits, the Designer clothes. bro ran an event for them recently and this is the door gift they received. its too adorable, i think its a waste to not blog about it (:

ooh talk about interesting events, recently SCDF held a public performance thing at their headquarters and it was a disaster, they were forced to end the event early. they wanted to show how the repelling works for them but somehow they managed to show ways to commit suicide. repelling went wrong and Mr repeller is now in the hospital with a broken face ): nice one SCDF.

i think its pretty neat the fact that sis is taking up the violin. i think she fell in love with it back when Vanessa Mae was popular. she's a fast learner so pretty soon i'll get to hear her play some songs. need lots of practice now though(: and she taught me how to hold it. let me see, how do i put this nicely, well, its not as nice a feeling to have something that hard on your shoulder. major neck ache. and i don't think violin is for me, my little pinky just wont coordinate. but its a nice feeling now that i get to try (: wish her all the best.

count down to your birthday (:

we talk almost everyday and yet i still miss you, cause you are just simply awesome. i cant ever get enough of your jokes. cause everything's there for us to laugh at when we are out together (: cause you never judge me, and cause of all the things we share in common (: thank you for being there all the time .. cant wait to meet you! ♥♥

okay. im disappointed and im glad i dint force the threesome dopeys to watch the 3D version of it. i mean come on. okay here's why.

that lady should star in a chick flick or whatever, slaps of make up. mascara, lipstick back in that time? are you serious? and and, STALKER MUCH. booom! she's there. another boom! she's behind a tree. wth.
can you do a better job with the Gods costume? i mean silver plates? silver SHINY plates. are you serious??
how much do you spent creating a perfect Kraken? to kill it in less than 20 minutes is just too cruel. and to that, kill it with Medusa's head?? Perseus is destined to kill the Kraken. perseus, not MEDUSA!
the sheikh suleiman character (the ones with rocks as the face.LOL) that's epic failure. copy paste from the movie 300? i love how awesome he is, and how his character is impressive, but again, are you serious?
the stygian witches is another failure. there's this character, exactly like this, i just dunno what or where, i just know for sure that there is. def not alien VS predator. shit. nvm.
talk about those witches, there's this scene where they tell perseus that he's gonna die. and they make a big deal of the whole scene, what with the stalker girl crying wailing "no. Perseus dont!" and thennn... they kill that scene, nothing happened after that, that refers to it AT ALL.
when Zeus thank Perseus, at the end of the show, he said something about not wanting his son to fight alone, and i thought he was gonna bring back all those fallen warriors, that fought for him. but no. *anti-climax* he brought back stalker make up girl. to do what? make babies with him and save greek's population??
then gee, Perseus killed Haedes with the help of Zeus, when just a few minutes before, they showed Zeus falling under the wrath of Haedes. LOL. cool.
then what the heck happened to all the other cursed sheiks?? *poof* no updates, too busy applying make up on stalker girl.
okay i love the scorpion fighting scene. see, im kind.

two days ago, i saw Justin, while i was at Vivo with the threesome dopeys. i wanted to take a picture with him, but ended up not wanting to disturb his ice cream session with his friends ):
but trust me, i so badly want to.

u see, im not the kind of person who would go around chasing a certain someone i like just cause i wanna have a souvenir from meeting him/her in public. I've been on the same escalator as the indo band Peterpan surrounded by their bodyguards, like as if im the drummer's girlfriend or something (yeah i wish!), guess what? i dint take a picture with any of them. not that i don't want to. at that point of time, i was still thinking, is this really happening? but really come to think of it, knowing me, i would have prolly thrown all of those kinda photos away during my last spring cleaning. and that wouldn't have been nice.

but the muttons! they are different. no, i dont obsess over them, okay, maybe a little, but not like Ash or Ackles or Jason. you see, they said something back then when they were still "Muttons In The Morning" that actually affects who i am now. who I've crafted myself to be. and since then i know for sure that one day, i want to meet this guys. other than that drama mamak part, they were pretty much a part of my life growing up.

back then my school held the No Hand Phones Allowed rule, and i bought the mini radio so that i can listen to them every morning. then since my earpiece is pretty much hidden by my school's hijab, every time Tik went in the MRT and we were both listening to something from the muttons and she's too far away from me, we would LOL, and everyone would stare. mad stare. then we would both listen to them during assembly and in class, especially maths. oouh trust me, not only us, i know Cina, Naj, Yana all did too (:

ooh sweet memories.

so there, that's why they are under my list of To Do Before I Die.

awesome people (:

i feel like saying thank you and LOVE YOU!
for everything and every moment. for every laughter and every argument. for being there and for listening. for making my day and learning along.
thank you (:

when friendships are close
and dreams are far you were there for me.

Tears fill me
with memories of both good and bad
some nearly forgetton
yet all dear to the heart
you were there for me.

In times of trouble
and in times of thanks
you stood by my side
and held me up.

Through your ever-patient ears
to your comforting h...ugs
you were there for me.
From that first day
when I saw you and knew
that you would love me for who I was
you were there for me.

And until the day
when we are old and gray
I will always know that
you are there for me.

: Amanda.

have you ever felt like you need a certain person in your life at a certain point of time? like, when you see something and that something's suppose to be a joke shared between only you and that person? or when you listen to a song and you know it's a song both you and that person know by heart? or when something happened and you find it funny and you feel a need to share it with that certain someone cause he/she is the only one who'll understand? well, have you ever lose that certain special someone?

you can never tell what went wrong, you know what happened the last time you talked to that person but you just can't accept the fact that, that person is gone. out of your life. especially since you share with that person everything under the sun. random facts about you, as that person shares random facts about him/her. what actually are we waiting for? i think we need a time machine.

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No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.
i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit.
deaf inducing voice, protection needed.
passionate about animals :3

i love books and coffee, big time.
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family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to.
My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life.
cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell.

i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face.
i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮

☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞

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