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Sunday, March 27, 2011
dear Medina, you're goddamn beautiful, i'll give that to you and if this whole thing is genuine, god bless your soul. i wonder what's behind all these? i mean what's your weakness actually. heh (:  see that tattoo on that hand. he's the reason why im so drawn to the piano. heh, actually, i have always been the drums type but Urie is a different case (: Saturday, March 26, 2011  gosh he's so retarded. god bless his hilarious soul. look at Spencer's shirt. lmao, cute. im dying of pain, literally. not some fucking heartache or what bullshit. serious ass pain and i have no idea if it's gonna get better tomorrow, okay technically later since its already 12.30 am ): i want to go to the theater production thing, been a long time since i last set foot on NP (: besides, it sounds fun! fun! fun! i have nothing to wear though. honestly, im in a i-really-don't-give-a-fuck-mood. im tired, hungry, in pain and i dint ask for any of that, so i would really appreciate it if you guys don't come to me with your god damn problems, at least for tonight and tomorrow. I'll be back in service the latest by Sunday but for now, if you're gonna rant, go ahead but i don't have any advice for any of you. im terribly sorry ): kay bye. ooh oooh! tmrw, no matter whaat, i have to start packing!Friday, March 25, 2011 "What speed do I have to live, to be able see you again?"  Episode 1: Cherry Blossom Takaki Tōno quickly befriends Akari Shinohara when she transfers to his elementary school. They grow closer to each other due to similar interests and attitudes; for instance, they both prefer to stay inside during recess due to their seasonal allergies. As a result, they form a strong bond; they speak to each other using their given names without any form of honorifics, which is very unusual in Japan, even among people who are romantically involved. This fact is lost in the movie's translation to English and other languages, which reduces the implied closeness of their relationship. Upon graduating from elementary school, Akari moves to Tochigi, due to her parents' jobs. The two keep in contact by writing letters, but eventually begin to drift apart. When Takaki learns that his family will be moving to Kagoshima, he decides to personally go see Akari, since they will be too far apart to visit each other at all after moving. He also prepares a letter for Akari, containing his feelings. However, during the journey he loses the letter and a severe snowstorm continuously delays Takaki's trip for several hours. As the two meet and share their first kiss, Takaki realizes they will never be together again. Stranded in a shed due to the snowstorm, they fall asleep after talking late into the night. Takaki departs the next morning, and they promise to continue writing to each other. As the train rolls away, Takaki regrets the loss of his letter, while Akari silently looks at her own letter addressed to Takaki. will be watching episode 2 and 3 tomorrow (: beautiful movie ; 5 Centimeters Per Second. Monday, March 21, 2011  This is Hideaki Akaiwa. When the Tsunami hit his home town of Ishinomaki, Hideaki was at work. Realising his wife was trapped in their home, he ignored the advice of professionals, who told him to wait for the army to arrive to provide search and rescue. Instead he found some scuba gear, jumped in the raging torrent - dodging cars, houses and other debris being dragged around by the powerful current, any of which could have killed him instantly - and navigated the now submerged streets in pitch dark, freezing water until he found his house. Swimming inside, he discovered his wife alive on the upper level with only a small amount of breathing room, and sharing his respirator, pulled her out to safety. If he had waited for the army, his wife of 20 years would be dead. Oh, and if that’s not enough badassery for one lifetime, Hideaki realised his mother was also unaccounted for, so jumped back in the water and managed to save her life also. Since then Hideaki enters the water everyday on a one man search and rescue mission, saving countless lives and proving that two natural disasters in a single day, and insurmountable odds can’t stand in the way of love. This man is my hero. Thursday, March 17, 2011  i need this ^ right now.. nooooow~~ haha flight details and itinerary for India is out, okay it was out days ago, im just excited (: and im pretty excited for tomorrow, if not scared. somehow im freaking out from the activities i kinda volunteered to do. chickening out definitely.  i want this stitch hooded jacket so bad. maybe i should take that "sponsor" offer by that very loaded someone. haha (: its £299.00. still want to pay? its gonna cost you one whole month worth of allowance. oooooh~ but then again, i think you get more than that hoh.. (: lucky guy. Tuesday, March 15, 2011   while everyone was busy searching for the latest news on the creator of Pokemon, i was checking out online if three of the best in MY list were affected from the disasters in Japan. Tweets and news confirmed that they are safe and sound (: so are the rest of their family members. gosh, earthquake, tsunami and volcano eruption all in a week or so. sighs. Yoshiki will be donating his Crystal Piano to help raise funds for the victims. should have seen the video of the tsunami, pretty scary :/ okay i know the pictures aren't necessary, i just.. well reminiscing the good old J rock days.. sighs, its Kpop everywhere now ):  maybe i should dig out all them old CDs and listen to them again. i need to search for SMAP's song again. deleted them all from my playlist :/ but look at that cute face right there ((: okay for real now, my prayers to the Japanese. dead or alive ): Sunday, March 13, 2011  I've been reading this particular book by Shane Dunphy and it's so educational in so many ways. lets just say that if you're interested in child psychology, this particular book gives you a lot. i wasn't actually looking for anything in particular, i actually chanced upon this book. didn't expect it to be so damn good. most of the time, i dint even realize it's already my stop. well see, we all know there are different versions of fairy tales from every fucking where and it has always been hard to detect the origin of each and every. go read on the Korean version of Cinderella, it's so much more interesting. I've always been interested in fairy tales, its just that I've never looked at it in a psychology way, not until i read that book. the original version of almost all well known fairy tales have some kind of a violent almost psychotic bit of it. take for example, Hansel and Gretel, the infamous duo kidos. in the original version of it, instead of the witch trapping these children, it was just simply a "Devil". the best part is that, in our version, the evil being cared to cook Hansel up aye, in the original version the Devil place the Children on a sawhorse, and somehow, in some psychotic way wants to bleed 'em children to death. then there's Snow White, the pale freak everyone adores (: in our version we know that the witch or rather the step momma, ran away into the woods and disappeared or something like that, in the original version the queen was captured and brought to Snow White's wedding, she was forced to wear a pair of metal shoes that was already heated in the fire until red- hot and she was forced to dance as a form of ENTERTAINMENT! eventually she died of exhaustion. sick aye? " this world has changed considerably since then. the forests that tend to be the setting for fairy tales are all but gone. so we change the stories, contriving to make them more palatable for our arrogant modern sensibilities. you can dress up the witch or the wolf in any way you wish, but their essence remains. they are predators" - Shane Dunphy  Friday, March 11, 2011 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY MOMMA (: hope you enjoyed your day thoroughly, cause you deserve it ♥♥♥  Thursday, March 10, 2011  “Let us have a dagger between our teeth, a bomb in our hands, and an infinite scorn in our hearts” what an interesting night. random people talking to me all at once and not a single conversation lasts more than an hour. it's so creepy though :/ i want to buy a Tamagochi so bad right now but i heard that the newer versions are all bullshit. this is NOT random at all, i just think that a virtual pet is a great idea. the restart button at the back of this damn thing is gold. Tuesday, March 8, 2011 Vietnamese food really sucks, im just saying. its a tad too sweet and their level of spiciness is beyond non existent, it's kinda pathetic. they use a lot of nice smelling leaves or garnishes to make up for the flavors but its like eating a bunch of leaves with a prawn or two. okay im not even explaining it good. or maybe it's that particular place. Orange Lantern's food sucks biggg time. when can i let things go. let it go. i gotta let it go. don't go. not yet. not now. Sunday, March 6, 2011 holy pumpkins! been busy with work and workshops. sleeping lesser and lesser these days and its starting to affect a little on my work. today marks the day i lost two important reasons to smile, lost both simultaneously. its not an abrupt thing and its definitely a process it's just that today, i realized that i can fool the world, but im not fooling my own damn self. im losing my cat and i know deep down inside that this time around its different, he's not even fighting for his life. he just stopped caring. i know that I've been trying to not think about it that way but i just know that i can't handle it, if i were to say it out loud. i wont be able to handle it. i will get over it, that's an obvious thing, but i know that I'll be a mess for a week or so. it's not the time. it really isn't.the other thing is that i can't really cry it out cause i want to smile for people, make them laugh. it doesn't have the same effect with me crying now does it. help me out. know what it feels like? it feels like you're telling your own god damn self that you're losing your best-friend to aids or some terminal diseases, something you can't do shit about, you know he's in pain but you cant do shit. that's exactly how it feels like. and the treatment cost if any is too fucking expensive. and i wish right now, i can call you up and tell you how much it sucks. but i guess you're gone too. kinda want to call my buddies up, i know they would probably come here to console me or whatever but i thing they have done enough. more than enough. i just pray to god every single day i wake up the same thing over and over; don't take anything or anyone away from me, no more, not a single soul. cause im hanging in there, im really trying. gotta mark some composition papers now. and i pray to god that i can sleep tonight. big day tomorrow.. Wednesday, March 2, 2011 Falling a thousand feet per second You still take me by surprise I just know we can't be over I can see it in your eyes Making every kind of silence Takes a lot to realize It's worse to finish than to start all over And never let it lie And as long as I can feel you holding on I won't fall Even if you said I was wrong When you're caught in a lie And you've got nothing to hide When you've got nowhere to run And you've got nothing inside It tears right through me You thought that you knew me You thought that you knew  i dint prepare myself for this. i dint expect this at all, should have known better.. maybe it was just great fun to you. laughing out loud. :/ I'll leave it at that. i still want to believe that the man i transformers 3 coming out sooner than expected, everyone's talking about it :D watched the trailer just now, pretty dope.  |
 No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit. deaf inducing voice, protection needed. passionate about animals :3 i love books and coffee, big time. " family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to. My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life. cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell. i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face. i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮ ☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞ the people. Airin. | Allie.| Edward.| Feeqs.| Fyt.|Gee. | April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |