Friday, October 29, 2010
 ain't that the most beautiful ring ever? Rustic Distressed Sterling Abalone Ring. its CHEAP! okay i mean its affordable :] its US$35 i think. definitely my future wedding ring. haha cheapskate i know. diamonds don't really wow me. im probably not a girl. i wouldn't want a diamond ring. its so typical and lame. HAAH, right! no freaking way am i getting married. one day when im a qualified lab technician or whatever, im gonna start saving for something like this. something a bit more expensive. something worth dying for. guess how much is this one? US$10!! :[ Hammered Aluminum Spiral Ring. another favourite! :[ :[ :[ :[  there's this website "tinahdee" and those rings are amaaazing! :] sighs. one day. Thursday, October 28, 2010 great. i got a C for medical tech just cause while i was presenting, i kept turning to the facilitator. gee thanks. i mean no one cares about the same old shit right, everyone was busy chatting their ass away so why bother. chibster. I HATE MEDICAL TECHNOLOGY. oh and that chibster supervisor, wont let me take an off day for studying. dang it. put me night shift some more :[ hopefully all the fun people are working night shift. gosh i hate that Indian. no im not racist de liao lor. she IS indian -.-" and that mofo. of all days, he must come back home today. TODAY. of all days. why cant he come back home on a happier day? like maybe NEVER is good too. why bother coming back? >:[ gosh i might kill something tonight. oh and that bloody HDB people. how many times you guys want us to appeal. dang it. want me to cry in front of your building not? naaaaaabei. im not looking forward to Monday. lab management talks about animal testing :[ i dont think i can take it :[ helping Clem do his RJ now, hilarious! its a nice RJ question actually, but that someone's complaining and swearing a whole lot. " Ethics and regulations may guide but business drives what companies may do or say to sell their products. Comment on this based on what you learnt today. " NICE RIGHT? so much to say! better than mine, " based on your own personal experiences, illustrate your understanding of the autonomic nervous system" SLOW MUCH! zzzzz. i actually talked about those two delivery boys i saw that day. one of the boys got chased by a huge dog! :] Wednesday, October 27, 2010 Jealousy, turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibi But it’s just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes I don't really know how this is gonna look like on the net but currently I donch care.. Lisa is suffering from urinary tract infection.. I guess its like my mum's but her's isn't that bad I think.. Sighs.. I'm a tiny bit worried.. But nevertheless, thank god she managed to stay long enough to celebrate DANI's BELATED BDAY! :D so we bought donuts and candles.. Which's pretty lame and retarded but he likes it so I guess yippee? Should I wait up for glee? Or should I sleep? But its like only 10, which means that my autobodyclock will wake me up at around 4? Latest 4 I think.. And that's not nice at all. I might spam someone's wall again :[ yayness feeqah's fetching tomorrow :] eggciting! Lim Jing Jie! Where are you? Monday, October 25, 2010  i really want that ring. the leopard one :[ and its in GOLD. i want :[ okay so apparently my temperature is getting higher and higher and i don't feel a thing. okay liar, i just feel a tiny bit heaty that's all. PLAIN WATER SHALL DO THE TRICK HOH? oh that reminds me. i hate my ________ supervisor. what an ass. but I SHALL NOT QUIT my job cause of you. cause you're a piece of old fugly crap. no one likes you, know what that means? YOU'RE PATHETIC. hate you. watching OKTO now, about Sirenomelia ( mermaid syndrome ). sad :[ a very rare congenital deformity in which the legs are fused together, giving them the appearance of a mermaid's tail. it is usually fatal within a day or two of birth because of complications associated with abnormal kidney and urinary bladder development and function. More than half the cases of sirenomelia result in stillbirth and this condition is 100 times more likely to occur in identical twins than in single births or fraternal twins - wiki duhh. Friday, October 22, 2010 Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you Wednesday, October 20, 2010 no its not because of anyone, its cause i tried so fucking hard. and you don't fucking care. oh hi perfect date. today's not so perfect after all. tomorrow will be a better day. im sure of that. why? cause tomorrow, is Indian faci day. indian facis are cute. Tuesday, October 19, 2010 this FYP thing is really straining the shit out of the people around me. i have friends that haven't even form a group. and i have some that's ridiculously selfish and i dunno what to say. sighs. i wish its not that complicated. so i dunno, i can drag Feeqah in my group. but mentor told me that forming a team from other diplomas should be the last option cause of the projects and stuff. things are going well, in almost every aspect. my PP is approved so i can actually focus on designing my poster or whatever which i have no clue how to do. i mean, its a poster, how hard can it be. right? well im asking help from seniors, cause im dumb. FYP team done and we can proceed to choosing the nicest project. chey nicest :) my classmates are fine, there's a couple of friends that knows Thomas :D well i hope this blog of mine wont leak to the rest of the classmates. except Huda of course, waah three semesters with me, sick not? :D oh my tumblr is kinda out and about in the class, cause there are loads of tumblr fanatics, and teaching them how to change their dashboards was hilarious. silly people. oh i don't think you're reading this anymore so i will just post out how i feel. or whatever. i saw you again today, and you're just a tap away but i guess it doesn't matter does it? besides you were with your friends. i realize that you're always just a tap away. always a step away from me. i don't know why each time its so hard to make an effort to just tap and say hi. i don't even know what it is now. its funny, but its not funny that kinda thing you know? yes? i know everyone kept telling me the same thing, why even bother? what do i say to all these people. the classic brb? im not even making sense. i don't need it to make sense, i just need to vent it out. i wish things are a lot different. cause you're a joy. a headache but definitely a joy. oh im clumsy today, very clumsy. i actually switched off my friend's laptop and she actually did three paragraphs of her RJ. right after that while apologizing, i spilled her melon juice i think, and it kinda splash all over her adapter. Fuck my day. okay that's not all. the earpiece got stuck on my jacket while i was taking it off. and i told my friend that i couldn't hear him cause im wearing my earpiece and the faci was like staring at me like "wtf, you're wearing ure earpiece during the third meeting" and the Huda incident. DONT EVEN. omg embarrassing. :( :( Sunday, October 17, 2010 its hard to know whats in your mind honestly. don't do this to me please, cause i care even if you don't. i know you can call me dumb or whatever but if i can stop myself i would. you're such a headache. okay so, sis bought the new Linkin Park, B.O.B and The Fray CDs. okay actually The Fray is for me, obviously. i dont really listen to B.O.B but i like Linkin Park's new song Catalyst. i think the Linkin Park CD is kinda redundant since i can actually get the whole album from Dani. i dont even know why sis bought it. rushed to Grand Hyatt after work yesterday. i seriously hate changing and dressing up in the Library toilet. it makes me feel like one of those secondary school girls who skipped school to hangout with boys that kind. yucks dumb. the FYP team thing is such a chore, me & Lisa cant find another two to join. HAHA i mean we lack DBMS friends. and we really need one who's disciplined and i dunno smarter than us? by.... a lot? leceh much. okay im almost done with PP finally. thank god. hopefully it will be accepted. Thursday, October 14, 2010 umi, get well soon :[ im worried. ma,ma, ma, get well soooon :[ get well soon :[ i want to tell you stuff about my indian faci. so get well soon. :[ ma~~ Wednesday, October 13, 2010  okay yay, i know its lame but JE followed me :] ITS THE WIMPYKID! omg and he's cute :] okay no its not because of that. he's talented & smart. so yay. oh the picture is too small. whaat the. Monday, October 11, 2010 "I said I'd never let you go and I never did. I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it. If you didn't have a chance then I never did. You'll always find me right there again." why must you touch that stuff? i couldn't care shit if the other two did it. i couldn't even care shit if they take weed honestly. but you, you're my friend. it makes me sad. terribly sad. why did i even bother praying for things to change? i know, im not even close to perfect, every single stupidity i do, i'll have to pay double the price. i know, i wear the scarf and stuff but im not all religious goody goody shit and i know I don't even have the right to comment. why do you think im keeping quiet? why bother crying over it? at the end of the day, im just another friend right? who am i? i just have one question. why? why do it? its not part of your job. you weren't force into doing it. so why? if you cant answer me now. can you answer Him later on? i wanted to tell you, don't quit, i would rather breathe in 20 times the smoke rather than to have you touch that thing again. Saturday, October 9, 2010 im googling the modules i'll be talking next semester and im twitching as hell. genetics, neurobiology, medical technology. vhaaaat~ im in the same class as Huda again :] three semesters, are you tired of my noise pollution just yet? i guess this semester i will have to go super quiet honey, you know why. no drama please, just be nice girl. i just know recently that my colleague actually listens to Gackt. seriously, shrieking wont even express my joy. i cant believe it, someone out there still listens to Gackt. i mean its Gackt, NO ONE KNOWS HIM. gosh i used to babble about him a lot. makes me want to search for his songs and makes me want to listen to X Japan again :] okay that's a lie, i listen to Rusty Nail every morning on the way to work. i know, sick. its just that i can never get enough of the live version. vhaaat is with me. & I CANT WAIT FOR MONDAY! kites kites!! yesterday was awesome guys :] and Dani Lupdup thanks for McD [: i feeel like...........you... but i cant.. i .......... you. but..............im not supposed to... i want to............. okay bye :[ Friday, October 1, 2010  EEECCKS. urmm HI :] two days ago an Indian kid stalked me while i was working. today a Chinese kid followed me everyfuckingwhere i went.. kids nowadays are mental. seriously, the Indian kid is hilarious though. he babbled about his birthday and his bro's birthday and his grandma and his toys and his papa and mama and his school and the silly magic book and asked me a gazillion questions. i was begging my supervisor to let me stay in the sorting room. YES I WAS SCARED OF THE KID. then there was the half slumber partay at Mariott Hotel. on the way there... LOLOL! shh b, if you're reading this. went to Bugis for dinner and off to somerset for ice cream. i kinda went back pretty early cause i was on morning shift the next day >:[ so, urmm remember this? holding tight each other's hands and running when Lisa says GO! HILARIOUS. couple's reaction! LMAO!! omg you guys should have seen the Chinese girl's face. silly bunch! no cars yet we were running like mad fucks. i dreamt of Ash did i mention this? okay its a long one so read it on fb somewhere.. i cant remember.. but aah sexy ass :) I've been having weird dreams recently. sighs. sighs. sighs. HAHAHAHA. For the first time you can open your eyes. And see the world without your sorrow. Where no one knows the pain you left behind. And all the peace you could never find. Is waiting there to hold and keep you. Welcome to the first day of your life. Just open up your eyes :[ |
 No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit. deaf inducing voice, protection needed. passionate about animals :3 i love books and coffee, big time. " family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to. My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life. cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell. i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face. i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮ ☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞ the people. Airin. | Allie.| Edward.| Feeqs.| Fyt.|Gee. | April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |