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Thursday, November 19, 2009
its funny the way things are. the more you try to shrink and disappear the more things wont go away. thats exactly how it is now. Ma kept telling me, its okay let people think what they want of you, as long as you dont hurt anybody. and i grow up holding on to what Ma said. but it hurts, no matter how smiley i am. its better to not say anything then say something i'll regret. silence is my choice. its like when you dont even talk about it and people come up to you to tell you things, do i even have a choice to believe or not? i listen. not from someone. from PEOPLE. i never choose to believe, i have to. even if i know you well. even if i try not to. i dont even know this people well. and i know you well. but do i? what am i suppose to think, what am i suppose to believe? you have no idea what people can do to me just by the way they look. yeah, im fragile. smack me. yeah, im still the one who broke people's heart right. thats what people keep telling me. *nods* and *walk away* Labels: jellyfish soup |
 No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit. deaf inducing voice, protection needed. passionate about animals :3 i love books and coffee, big time. " family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to. My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life. cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell. i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face. i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮ ☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞ the people. Airin. | Allie.| Edward.| Feeqs.| Fyt.|Gee. | April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |