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Thursday, May 6, 2010
i want her to stay happy, i want her to enjoy life, the way we are enjoying life cause she deserves it. all of this matters to me, the fact that she's feeling sad sometimes makes me cry inside. im trying my best but there's no denying that it hurts. how can you not feel anything when you are dealing with such things. i saw them and they are still so loving all this while. they can find humour in each others' flaws. yeah they quarrel but its not bad, cause that's where their love goes stronger. and i want it for them but i know for sure that with a heart as black as his, its not possible. i don't want it to be possible cause she deserves someone with heart as pure as hers. i would love to have school during the weekends too, not that im not sick of it, just so i don't have to face this shit. im struggling with every words in school, i cant think of something funny anymore, and im trying my best to laugh at everything but the fact that in a few hours, i will have to go through the same routine irks me more than anything. i will only be happy if the rest of the people around me are happy. but it's really tiring. |
 No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit. deaf inducing voice, protection needed. passionate about animals :3 i love books and coffee, big time. " family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to. My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life. cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell. i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face. i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮ ☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞ the people. Airin. | Allie.| Edward.| Feeqs.| Fyt.|Gee. | April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |