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Friday, June 25, 2010
i totally stoned in front of my door yesterday cause of that heartbreaking text. i don't really quite feel like doing anything after that and i cant believe it's affecting me today. it makes me feel sad to have a friend like you. you live in a world where there's only you and your boyfriend, and now that you need help, im the first person in your mind. i want so much to ask you to fuck off, cause i tried contacting you so many times, but what did you do? when you're happy its always for your boyfriend, and when he's not there doing whatever jerks like him do, you find your way out by saying sorry. im telling you, enough is enough. i don't have a perfect life too and where were you when i needed you? its always me telling you its gonna be okay, im always here and you're not alone in this world. things are already so fucked up at home and now you want me to deal with your shit? oh yeah, you always assumed that i have a super duper happy/ perfect/ wonderful as ass life, well guess what, the only reason why you looked at me that way is cause you were never there, so im telling you for the last time. get out of my life cause i cant deal with you right now. major mood spoiler. ): ): ): when something's not right, nothing's right. |
 No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit. deaf inducing voice, protection needed. passionate about animals :3 i love books and coffee, big time. " family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to. My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life. cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell. i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face. i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮ ☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞ the people. Airin. | Allie.| Edward.| Feeqs.| Fyt.|Gee. | April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |