Saturday, August 28, 2010

Apparently when you blog from your phone, its not an auto save kinda thing. So you actually have to constantly save it. Thing is, I typed out a long post before this one and accidentally pressed this one stupart button and zaap there goes my post.

I guess I will have to spend another hour on another post. Blogging from the phone is not fun at all, its totally different. But I guess I will have to deal with it since I can't get my head straight. If what I post in this post doesn't make any sense, just stop reading and press the red X button alright, cause I'm not quite sure what I'm typing too.

Went to payar lebar with Sis to collect the Raya clothes. Don't even know where we are going with the Raya outfit, cause you know.. Well you don't.. But you knoww.. Alright good. Its green with blue embroidery. Wanted to send a picture to a certain someone but I guess I will just show her in person.. wasn't that bad, heat wise, at geylang. Its more to those unnecessary kids.. I mean I see kids during the weekdays, give my weekend a kids of day please.

I feel like I need a holiday somewhere away from everyone I'm used to.. Away from people I've been holding on to, cause eventually everyone's gonna leave one day, so I need to start depending on myself. Thought of asking a friend if its possible to sleep at his grandparents house in Indonesia. Maybe for the whole of the september holiday. Maybe I should. Ignore calls from work and club and just chill there with those oldies.. Bet they have lots of stuff to tell me.. I shouls stop thinking about the Job and money and all those things that worry me.. I should focus on happy things no?

This is getting more and more emo. I'm trying to make sense this annoying feeling but I can't. Cause I don't understand a lot of things. I want to but I don't. I'm not making sense am I? Cause you don't know what I'm talking about. See, just press the red X already. Wth.

Met someone I've truly missed this past few years just now. It was a bump into moment. Exchanged numbers to continue keeping in contact.. I hope it doesn't happen again.. The beauty of going to crowded places, you'll never know who you're gonna end up bumping into.

Was bloghopping yesternight till like 1am maybe? Couldn't sleep cause of the stupid lungs. No no, not stupid, I'm stupid for not taking care of it. I'm starting to sound real insane now. Whatever. Kay my point is, I bumped into something interesting about that someone's past class. LOL. Okay I should stop there, before it gets real complicated.. But it sets me thinking deep about who he really is.


Sighs.

Maybe I don't know you at all, maybe its just a game. Maybe I will never know until its too late. Maybe its for real. Maybe this once, I'm caring for the right person.




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<small><i><big> No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.
i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit.
deaf inducing voice, protection needed.
passionate about animals :3

i love books and coffee, big time.
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family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to.
My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life.
cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell.

i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face.
i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮

☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞





the people.
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