Tame The Tornado

sleep over was fun of course except for the fact that i got lost trying to find the place, this is in fact nothing new, i just cant remember the track to Key's house. not ever. spent the whole of Saturday and most of the Sunday there, okay no, most of Sunday in the salon, trying to find a suitable haircut despite a big no from tzee husband, i know im stubborn ): well, love staying up till the wee morning to talk about "politics". oh my gosh, and watched the horror movie for the second time that night, eww.

oh anyways, Price Of Persia is an okay, better than Clash Of The Titans except for the fact that the lil ass is in this movie too, she's just super annoying. and there's some really unnecessary scenes in that movie. urmm, and i was left wondering if during that time, there's even such things as weekdays and weekends cause its supposed to be in the 9th century and days were created in the 13th. okay im not sure, im just wondering.

Happy Vesak Day! (: yipee yay it's finally the holidays, okay actually i celebrated this yesterday but since i was forced to go through the exhaustive talk it dint feel much like the holidays, nevertheless, we managed to survive the talk by playing BINGO! since i was sitting beside an Anatomy expert, and i did my own notes, there's ample time to play BINGO.

well anyways, sleepover tomorrow, and i wanna pack my bag early cause im super excited! so since i will be away im gonna spend the whole day with mom cause im THAT clingy.

its taking a toll on me suddenly, its like i cant wait to move and live a new life. i cant wait for the phase after settling down, where i know it will be tough but i seriously cant wait for that.

): please let the kitteh be safe. that guy who walked past it is totally heartless, i seriously hate you. see im capable of hating a total stranger, which makes me a bit psycho but today is just so boring and sad and gloomy cause everyone's already in the holiday mood, and i have one hell of a naggy faci and she dragged the lesson for so long and tzee husband wasn't in school and i was bored cause there's no one for me to annoy which makes me all the more pathetic and okays, its suppose to be about the cat not me. okay poor kitten ):

and dearest feeqah i hope you'll keep on fighting for you, and i will be here if you want me to punch his stupid face ): i love you so please cheer up.. "sometimes love comes around, and knocks you down just keep back up when it knocks you down." okay much love(:

met the popular rapper at Sembawang again, i thought of saying hey cause this is like the 15th time in two years, and each time we nod at each other and smile and its getting pretty lame.

went to the wrong building this morning, cause this Carl person kept asking me where's our class and i confidently said w64f. we don't even have such class. its suppose to be w56f. thank god i asked her to look into the class window to check. so we wasted time while trying to figure out where the hell we were supposed to be in. i kept saying its w64a, which is suppose to be our microbio class. omg we laughed our ass to the actual class. and the awkward silence in the lift was unbearable when we cant stop giggling. so much for "calm walking".

'Today, i talk to carl chibster. She is so goddamn cute' update kat blog kau k HAHA :P

done with biochem but somehow, im still panicking. typical. studying in woodlands library with Feeqah now, and while she's busy studying im busy blogging cause im feeling restless and im pretty bored and a bit intimidated by the fact that the group we just made "friends" with are JC students. are JC students really that smart? and is it really tougher to be a college student than to be a poly student? why are they so intimidating?

well anyways, im really glad we get to talk about shitty things at coffee bean just now. though those guys were pretty much flirting and very much disgusting. i needed someone to talk to, and im glad i did, with you, since we are going through the same thing. so THANK YOU! (: cant wait for Tuesday!♥

more study dates sooon (:

An artificial cell is a minimal cell from artificial parts and is an emerging technology. Until recently, most attempts have generally created only a package that can do many things a cell can do, such as transcribe and translate proteins and generate ATP but not yet a fully operational cell. Some scientists, one of which is Daniel Hammer have found ways to make artificial cells that can go to certain parts of the body and release medical drugs when told to.

The first artificial cell was created by Thomas Chang at McGill University. An artificial cell wall/cell membrane is made of polymersomes. the hemoglobin is placed in the center. In the late sixties Thomas Chang discovered that artificial cells could carry enzymes which could correct certain metabolic disorders, and he also developed an artificial cell filled with charcoal which could treat drug poisoning.

On May 20, 2010, the private J. Craig Venter Institute announced that they have created the first synthetic cell, completely controlled by man-made genetic instructions, which can survive and reproduce itself.

i want so much to applaud him, for all the goodness this cell thing can bring to us human, but then again, i think this someone needs some intro to X men. all i can think of is this "creature" thingy going out of control. and spreading nothing but new diseases to us, which is highly possible. mutations and so they say. i don't even know why i bother blogging about this and its not like i have nothing to do, i have tons of notes to read, its just that this thing they are so proud of is terrifying.

apparently, its not a bad day after all (: Sis bought me this hoodie I've been eyeing for quite sometime. i totally forgot about it cause its pretty expensive so i thought might as well forget it. but she actually get it for me, direct from the US. omfg. im totally dying in excitement. i love love love it! THANK YOU x 100 (: oh ma and bro too, for this

ooh please ignore the nickname. its unglam and its just embarrassing.

the day i got reprimanded by the faci again and again. for not paying attention. for sleeping. for making too much noise. the day i went home in the rain and got drenched to the skin. what an awesome day today. reminds me of the day i got reprimanded by Priyanka for laughing out loud in class. in both events, its not my fault. just now was Kenneth's fault for being such a retard with the injection pen thingy.

Your promises, they look like lies
Your honesty, like a back that hides a knife

this is the best thing about tonight(: this my dear ladies and gentlemen is a private blog of Edward T. Cooke. He's a great photographer and an awesome model too. okay more to the photographer part, okay, he is just great. soo... THIS GUY FOLLOWED ME ON TUMBLR AND IT'S THE BEST THANG EVER! a fan of Ash is a friend of mine! (: SO MR COOKE, SHALL WE GET ON TO IM? okay im kidding im just psyched (:

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight boy it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

siblings fight about the stupidest thing possible. like brothers will fight over a bloody casket business. its always about the stupidest things in life. like when we fight over the comp or over food. its always the stupid little things. most of the time i don't even know why we fought. like today, i don't know why i was given the cold shoulders. i just know that i tried asking. its getting really tiring. this happens all the time im having my exams. the feeling is seriously, wow, super annoying. i don't know why today, why not Tuesday. whatever.

dear Love, where have you been ): and where's my Mustang?

im done with immunology, i cant squeeze anymore in and its pretty tiring trying to understand the details. hopefully anatomy is easy tomorrow, i really can't take much info. besides its raining and cool weather isn't for stressful situations. im gonna take my time in school now, im gonna spend as much time there as possible. talks anybody? Friday is meeting day, so im not looking forward to that. tea party your head, its like two months late, i don't feel like taking over the whole thing cause its almost embarrassing to be in this club ): well anyways.

to the little girl with one hell of an attitude :

i know its almost time, but yeah its a bit childish. the way your boyfriend looked at me is EVEN more childish. i thought you're never gonna do it but you did anyways. so much for being older. so i'll see you around in school and i know for sure I'll bump into you, cause your stick head is pretty much everywhere. oh anyways, in case you're wondering, invite your boyfriend to the cat fight you're asking. he might wanna say something about last Friday (: kental beh bodoh.

lesbians are not the in thing now, im just saying. somehow the more you get older the more you think you have mature but if you think you're, think again. this is why i recommend those who feels like marriage is a must in their lives to get married seriously right now cause when you get to "that" age you'll start to annoy others pretty well. i understand, you don't have to try its kinda natural. today marks the day all my friends experience Erotomania disease. when i say all, i mean it. okay, fine, not all, some. ftw.

without you X japan (: i miss listening to this song.

went grocery shopping with bro just now before studying. there were kids everywhere and it annoys both me and bro. they were all running around. stupid maniacs. halfway through shopping bro rammed into the neutrogena for men sign. im serious! as in rammed bad. with the trolley. LMAO. the whole thing came off, along with the metal all. i confidently fixed it back like super anyhow and i thought bro was gonna help, but he picked up the sign, looked at me, grinned and slammed the sign on the products and walked away. Oh Em Gee. attitude much. but it was pretty hilarious. immunology test this coming Monday, and i can sense that its difficult. and its like only problem 1 to 4. i seriously hope i don't disappoint Eric (:

i have no idea why i get tired so damn easily this days. maybe its the weather?

Hand in mine
Into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you
We could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition, too
I'd end my days with you

I'm trying
I'm trying to let you know just how much you mean to me
And after
All the things we put each other through

And I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two
Keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you
And we'll keep it running

But this time
I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls
On desert sky
Until the end of everything

well lets see, today has been awethome so far (: ma's back at home but still needs a month long vacation, but she's fine now and is back to joking around and laughing.

immunology was fun too, instead of presentations we had this black market trading thingy. it was so much fun. so this is how it goes, each team was given a bag of complement proteins that makes up the pathways, but some components are missing while some of them are given extras. we are tasked to collect our missing components from the other teams but in order to buy something from them each team has a special punishment, there's one where you need to do a model of a stick man and woman with the blue tack, there's one where you need to do a macarena dance, hockey pocky dance and there's one where you need to get a double of the same number on two dice. and there's a lot of missing components. can you imagine the amount of ridiculous things we need to do? me and Yoges did a total of countless macarenas, 5 hockey pockys and we need to do more than 20 stick men and women.

the rest of the team did the pasting of pathways. great teamwork i thing. i have fun people in my team and it was great. Keerthana, Lisa and Thinzar worked on the forming of pathways and stuff, they were super enthu(: oh anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC CHUA! YOU'RE AWESOME! (:

cant wait for holidays.

im in the hospital right now and actually im suppose to be studying immunology cause im a bit clueless about a lot of things but yet somehow blogging is so much more interesting. okay not really. anywaaays~

i thought of blogging about the polyps and fibroid in ma. okay, if you cant stand disgusting stuff you can please click the red x button right now. so basically what is polyps?
-A polyp is a benign (non-cancerous) growth of the lining of the colon (large bowel).
-It can be anything from 2mm up to 5cm or more in diameter.
-Commonly, the abnormal cells form a small ball (about the size of a pea) on the end of a stalk of normal cells. -The type of cell that forms the polyp varies and is important in determining its potential for developing into a cancer.

so yeaah (: it looks like the mutton soup thingy at Serangoon don't cha think so? okay not really? okay no. ma's well now and everything's good, now we must focus on bigger things. pray to god everything will be well.

okay, enough about those silly mean growths, im very much embarrassed about this and actually i refused to let others know that im addicted to a noob game ): its called tap fish similar to the fishville or whatever facebook game. i love this game, its almost therapeutic. i actually named all my fish and begged my sis to buy me a jellyfish, using real money. and i mean begged like hell cause i urmm.. love jellyfish (: and she bought it like two days ago. I LOVE YOU !!

2011 Ford Mustang

my dear Love, this car please, no toy car :3 please sell your bike soon (:

Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink, you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumor ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a girlfriend
Who looked like a "boyfriend"
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential

Ready? Let's roll onto something new
Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you
I'm ready, let's roll onto something new

i think mothers are awesome. one can live without a father but to live without a mother is a sad thing indeed. a mother can be a father too but its often hard to see a mother in a father, if you know what i mean. a mother will always put herself last, often pushing the husband and children top. if you have a father who is as such, you are very lucky indeed. you dad might be one out of five other dads who's capable of doing that, throughout the whole of universe. a mother's love is so big, she can spread it enough for everyone at home. a mother will make sure everyone receives the equal amount of attention, love and warmth. a mother can juggle work and serve the husband's needs and provide him with comfort and care. a father prioritize work in order to provide a family with the best possible and its often hard to see a father who's able to juggle the same amount of care and love for the wife. and still we blame her for the slightest thing, like when she accidentally bleached your favorite blouse, like as if your heart will burst without it. we blame her for not listening to us when all we can talk about is our childish crush and boring teenage life. we blame her for not cooking what we like. we blame her for favoritism when her love has already been stretched and we refuse to see it. we blame her for the smallest possible things when she deserves love and only love. cause a mother can never be selfish, and no one can ever change it. so i celebrate mother's day. though i thank him for her every single day, and everyday SHOULD be mother's day, this day marks the day where we tell the world to stop what you're doing and appreciate her. without this day, celebrating a mother becomes something insignificant. I LOVE YOU MDM JUNAIMAH.

i want her to stay happy, i want her to enjoy life, the way we are enjoying life cause she deserves it. all of this matters to me, the fact that she's feeling sad sometimes makes me cry inside. im trying my best but there's no denying that it hurts. how can you not feel anything when you are dealing with such things. i saw them and they are still so loving all this while. they can find humour in each others' flaws. yeah they quarrel but its not bad, cause that's where their love goes stronger. and i want it for them but i know for sure that with a heart as black as his, its not possible. i don't want it to be possible cause she deserves someone with heart as pure as hers. i would love to have school during the weekends too, not that im not sick of it, just so i don't have to face this shit. im struggling with every words in school, i cant think of something funny anymore, and im trying my best to laugh at everything but the fact that in a few hours, i will have to go through the same routine irks me more than anything. i will only be happy if the rest of the people around me are happy. but it's really tiring.

"You know what the problem that kids / teenagers with raging hormones have these days? Short-mindedness and shallow-thinking. The biggest problem ever.

I don't know what caused this viral disease and I don't know how it is able to spread so quickly, but as far as I'm concerned, it is spreading way too quickly and everyone just follows suit. I mean, seriously??? Is this going to be perennial in this era? You're not happy with someone's GENERALIZED point of view and there you go stating your point in an uncouth and not to mention, UNCIVILISED / UNPROFESSIONAL manner.

I remember behaving that way in umm..I don't know...secondary school?

Haven't you 'adults' grown out of that immature phase? It should've been surpassed by now right? Being in RP has taught me quite a tad about the behaviour of human beings from different walks of life. There are some who are too genuine, some who are so full of themselves, some just plain weird, some just really annoying, some just really sadistic and the list goes on. But of all people that I've observed, I think those who are not able to analyse a POINT OF VIEW open-mindedly, should just be eradicated from this Earth because they cause nothing but haphazards in the society. They only know how to critique but never know how to ACCEPT critiques.

They're like verbal diarhhoea, only crap and dung come out from their mouth. If whatever they say is backed up with vivid stance, I would actually take the time to RECONSIDER their opinions but no, I think that some opinions are from shallow-minded people who REFUSE to see the bigger picture.

I can't believe such people still exist ha. Get a new life. Reincarnate or something, I don't care, just stop being sucha nuisance to the society."

extracted from http://www.iam-shafeeqah.blogspot.com//

I GUESS WE ARE NOT ALONE (:

is it too much if i want to blog about this, cause its pretty funny. you see, this is why i don't put a tag board here, somehow, this blog thing can cause a huge war, and most of the time, us bloggers don't even know why.

im aware that i used to judge others and what they post on their blogs, especially if i feel like their posts are full of crap and im against it. but what in the name of goats' ass is wrong with your own point of view. it is OUR blogs, and yes its not on private, but its not like you googled and found it. you CHOOSE to click and read. so once you click it and you found something that angers you, please do note that IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. the world doesn't revolve around you. people don't care about you as much as you think they do. so when you visit someone's blog, don't dirty it just cause you think her post sucks ass. if you think its about you, think again. respect people's point of view, especially if it has already been generalized, cause there's no reason anyone would wanna blog about YOU. if someone posts stuff that has been generalized, do not, i repeat do not attack that blog, respect that someone's view and THEN post your point of view, this way, everyone's happy, BETTER STILL, confront that person! DISCUSS, I DONT MEAN CONFRONT LIKE AS IN FIGHT. as i said in my previous post BITCHING IS VERY MUCH YESTERDAY. whoopsie poops.

note to Agnes and the rest of the crew : we weren't bitching, we were simply "laughing" at a pretty hilarious auntie. so we are fine .. plop plop.

I was once told only in dreams

Do dreams come true.
But I'm to tell, here and now,
Your dreams are up to you.
Like "The Rose",
we may pass through life
"Not Understood".
And maybe we won't
make all the friends we should.
But always treasure what you have
and in the mirror what you see,
Then strive to get all you can
and be all that you may be.
On the rocky roads of life,
you must be strong to fall apart.
But, I tell you from my soul to keep
Faith, Hope, and Heart.

you yes you. no not you. yes you. how dare you. ):

he treats me with respect, he says he loves me all the time, he calls me fifteen times a day, he likes to make sure that im fine, you know I've never met a man who's made me feel quite so secure, he's not like all them other boys, they are all so dumb and immature (:

We are not the kids we used to be, stop wishing for yesterday. i don't believe in judging others, especially when i barely know them them. i do occasionally point out my point of view but i don't judge, i used to, but not anymore. and if you ever feel like I've judge you in a way or another, im sorry, please tell me straight to my face cause talking behind my back is very much yesterday. you know, you people are sadistic. its like you like misery in your life, you like it when you can find something wrong in your life, you like it when you can cry over something. okay im judging you. plop plop. whatever alright(:

believe in yourself and all that you are, know that there's something inside you that is greater than any obstacle.

hands are cold though its forever summer.
Sit tight, I'm gonna need you to keep time
just snap your fingers for me
Good, good now we're making some progress

And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator, and this is just the prologue?

okay that was random ramblings (; i was reading someone's blog recently, this is what she said, i will translate it for you (:

" i hate Muslim girls who rant about wanting to get married to any other races. i mean come on, are you guys really that stupid?? is it like a trend now? i would rather get married to someone who's an expert on it"

urmm.... i respect your view but don't ever call me stupid you little ass. i would rather get married to someone who knows shit about my religion and is willing to learn rather than someone who's an expert but goes around insulting others. which is what 80 % of those who called themselves an expert do. they think they know much and they go around preaching hatred and insulting others, accks hate this kind. not that im stereotyping but seriously, do some soul searching, if you think you know about your religion, think again.

i dont even know why im posting this, okay plop!

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No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.
i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit.
deaf inducing voice, protection needed.
passionate about animals :3

i love books and coffee, big time.
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family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to.
My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life.
cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell.

i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face.
i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮

☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞

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