Sunday, August 29, 2010
 Saturday, August 28, 2010 Apparently when you blog from your phone, its not an auto save kinda thing. So you actually have to constantly save it. Thing is, I typed out a long post before this one and accidentally pressed this one stupart button and zaap there goes my post. I guess I will have to spend another hour on another post. Blogging from the phone is not fun at all, its totally different. But I guess I will have to deal with it since I can't get my head straight. If what I post in this post doesn't make any sense, just stop reading and press the red X button alright, cause I'm not quite sure what I'm typing too. Went to payar lebar with Sis to collect the Raya clothes. Don't even know where we are going with the Raya outfit, cause you know.. Well you don't.. But you knoww.. Alright good. Its green with blue embroidery. Wanted to send a picture to a certain someone but I guess I will just show her in person.. wasn't that bad, heat wise, at geylang. Its more to those unnecessary kids.. I mean I see kids during the weekdays, give my weekend a kids of day please. I feel like I need a holiday somewhere away from everyone I'm used to.. Away from people I've been holding on to, cause eventually everyone's gonna leave one day, so I need to start depending on myself. Thought of asking a friend if its possible to sleep at his grandparents house in Indonesia. Maybe for the whole of the september holiday. Maybe I should. Ignore calls from work and club and just chill there with those oldies.. Bet they have lots of stuff to tell me.. I shouls stop thinking about the Job and money and all those things that worry me.. I should focus on happy things no? This is getting more and more emo. I'm trying to make sense this annoying feeling but I can't. Cause I don't understand a lot of things. I want to but I don't. I'm not making sense am I? Cause you don't know what I'm talking about. See, just press the red X already. Wth. Met someone I've truly missed this past few years just now. It was a bump into moment. Exchanged numbers to continue keeping in contact.. I hope it doesn't happen again.. The beauty of going to crowded places, you'll never know who you're gonna end up bumping into. Was bloghopping yesternight till like 1am maybe? Couldn't sleep cause of the stupid lungs. No no, not stupid, I'm stupid for not taking care of it. I'm starting to sound real insane now. Whatever. Kay my point is, I bumped into something interesting about that someone's past class. LOL. Okay I should stop there, before it gets real complicated.. But it sets me thinking deep about who he really is. Sighs. Maybe I don't know you at all, maybe its just a game. Maybe I will never know until its too late. Maybe its for real. Maybe this once, I'm caring for the right person. Monday, August 23, 2010  to my dearest friend Oompa :) They say true friends can go long periods of time without speaking and never question their friendship. These friends pick up like they just spoke yesterday regardless of how long it has been or how far away they live and don’t hold grudges. They understand that life is busy, but that you will always love them. LOL! random or what.  hohoho :) guess who's fetching me from work tomorrrowwwwwww? its Lisaaaaa! :D omg omg cant wait to meet the rest too! its been so long~ or it seems like to me :) i cant believe it's only been a week of working. seems like forever :) im in an annoying mood today. i swear i annoyed the hell out of everyone. and im not even in the hyper mode. been coughing my lungs out at work, worrying the teachers. and the fact that im fasting and the weather's like shit isn't helping at all. but all's fine :D im not dying yet. LOLs tomorrow will be a better day! Saturday, August 21, 2010  ma says im enjoying myself too much over there. am i now? :D Keiky came by yesterday then suddenly my plans to go home early changed. but it was all worth it :D thank you for the foot spa :) finally found my BB cover. the poor whitey is turning dirty so i have to save it before it turns yellowish or whatever nightmarish colour :) hoho isn't it cute? it is, isn't it! i know! hoho, cant wait to meet AMANDA dearest next week! :D must squeeze in time to meet, MUST! miss her too darn much. i've got to stop the HOHO laugh -___-" i have two reasons to im supposed to study right this second.but.... i feel like watching DeathRace then American History X then Mirrors then..... tsk all Anton's fault :( ugh boredom! the moment i see 6Ps, my brain shuts down. oh, i have a husband for sale, anyone interested? he's a 20 year-old bikerboy, im disowning him cause he prefers hot Indian girls. he's working at India now and has decided to never ever come back to Singapore. im too malay for him. :'( sadness. hoho Sunday, August 15, 2010  you know that feeling when someone was taken away from you and you don't really know how to react to things cause all you know is that it will forever change your life? and then god does his little magic and he replaces that feeling with someone new and you put the pieces together and you realize that you don't want to ever feel that again so you start to treasure that person so much that you worry about the slightest thing. you are so scared of losing that someone and having to go through that same feeling again that you start to push that person away so that nothing can hurt your soul but you cant decide on stuff cause all you want to feel is that adrenaline rush from talking to that person. so then you cry cause crying makes you feel better and you ask HIM for his guidance and he whispers strength to you and you know that if that person is meant to be in your life than he is meant to be and he is the best for you but if that person cant stay, god has someone better to replace that person with. be it now or later. Friday, August 13, 2010  just gonna stand there and hear me cry. well, that's alright because i love the way you lie. its so insane, cause when it's going good, it's going great but when its bad, its awful i feel so ashamed. but you promised her, next time you'd show restraint, you don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game. but you lied again. and we fall back into the same patterns and same routine. craap. meeting a bunch of irresponsible people now(: wish me luck. Wednesday, August 11, 2010  i got a call from the BCS group or whatever and they want me to work at Ministry of Manpower instead of the library. full time. lame much. first of all, im only 19 and i have no such job experience, secondly im not a fan of the government. cheey. biochemistry last lesson was lame as hell compared to yesterday. had so much fun yesterday with Immunology class (: and to think that the aunty dint even bother cleaning up the mess we did :D dint think it would still be soo powdery, all over the chairs and tables. i will not take responsibility guys. i refuse to! :D you guys were all a part of the powders spraying session, especially HuiHiang and Agnes, masterminds! :) we should all blame Eric since he's a faci and its well easier to put the blame on him. Audrey literally sat on the powder filled chair. see i told cha she should change her name to Audrey FML Tang. as a facilitator she's sure as hell feeling-less. first day of fasting wasn't bad at all, i just have to keep my mouth shut to prevent myself from swearing or whatever :) Friday, August 6, 2010 
Thursday, August 5, 2010   om nom nom :) oooh the nicest thing on earth. Stella introduced me to this handmade rock candy from Clarke Quay :) wheee~ oh and thank you thank you ARIF OMAR for the belated birthday gift :) im loving the DOMO :):) next time just shout my name when you enter my class. :D my dear, where are you? :(:( i want to tell you lots of stuff. where are you :'( im hating this disappearing act. Tuesday, August 3, 2010  crap crap crap this is hilarious. i have to go to christchurch sec and help out with RP's workshop there and i totally forgot that today's the briefing :( crap, and my dress is all wrinkled up and im so not in the mood for any "suggestions" and "discussions" kinda stuff. eeh its supposed to be hilarious. tsk wth. i hate meeting someone new like this. crap who is Kuah Leng Li. why is his name like that! eeeh or is it a she? wth! tsk. of course its a He lah right? right. no? yes. crap. :( ooooh its a she :D and a real pretty lady she is! Monday, August 2, 2010  what a day :) im glad nothing happened to you my dear. i was so worried sick and confused. its like a million things ran through my mind. you should know by now, i think too darn much :( sighs. it's one of those days you'd wish there's still such things like pigeons sending letters. okay don't laugh, cause im not laughing. *muffles* Sunday, August 1, 2010 the whole day is so darn cold. loving the weather :) dint go out the whole day today and was too bored at home. so i tried the beloved movienet, but it was hopeless. sooooo i clicked this Korean link on it out of boredom :) theeen i saw this movie i watched ages ago. HE WAS COOL. no im not talking about anyone, the name of the movie is "HE WAS COOL". I've been trying to search for this movie for ages! its one of those you wont ever forget, okay maybe its just me. im serious though, I searched for it at those VCD shop, and the ridiculous part is that i didn't know the name of the movie, i remembered the cover though. major noob, i know. well if you have the time, watch it. you wont regret it :)   |
 No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit. deaf inducing voice, protection needed. passionate about animals :3 i love books and coffee, big time. " family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to. My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life. cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell. i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face. i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮ ☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞ the people. Airin. | Allie.| Edward.| Feeqs.| Fyt.|Gee. | April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |