Tame The Tornado

Okay okay it's been to long :( i miss feeqs already. Tomorrow should be her SHOPPING day! Cause its THURDAY. yess THURDAY!

Watched Resident Evil Afterlife with Lisa and Dan, initial plan was to actually do our darn PP in school, but after i received that email by my advisor i was thinking “celebrate now, or never." so we went RE-ing instead. its not bad at all.. Except the fact that there's a lot of slow motion effects which's super unnecessary. at the end of the day i enjoyed myself, it was a short meet up session but it was a fun one :)

Yesterday was another fun but tiring day, came back a bit late from work cause i got lost in the supermarket. Then went out again to meet Yana, Gee, and Tikah :) thank god i get to catch some sleep in the train otw there! Meet again soon guys, maybe during my off day or something.

Was almost late for work just now, my hp was under my pillow so I dint hear Breaking Benjamin screaming their ass off :/ woke up screaming vulgarities. I swear I was almost chanting vulgarities in the shower. But I don’t know how I managed to reach work 11 minutes early. Holy Canolli.

Oh dear god, I really don’t want to entertain all these bull ass shit. You wanna re add me on facebook, fine by me, I’ll accept, if there’s any drama I swear to god I will send virus to your comp. bull ass, I thought we are done? And Jun Sheng, do you even know that what you just said in Malay sounds a tad too psychotic? No offense, you’re smart and sweet and funny and all but that was scary. VERY SCARY. Gee thanks Lisa for laughing at me.

I want to meet Rai and Amandaa! But I just dunno when >:O

thats so weird. im chatting with an actor i used to have a crush on and i should feel elated but somehow im feeling super duper vexed. i remember those days when he was a nobody in Suria, we used to chat a lot. i actually thought he deleted his msn or proably deleted me after his big debut and after he got pretty popular. err. this is weird. whaaat is wrong with me. ooh yay?

sending Feeqah off to vietnam tonight. god bless her morning trip :D

hrmm :)

come to think of it i have no idea how i survived yestermorning. running in stilettos cause i was already late. it was raining super duper heavily and everyone was staring cause its just dumb wearing stilettos when its raining THAT heavily. but who cares right :) first stop fetched Fytrie and Hamzie then waited for Feeqah. then off to Tampines for the first house, Lisa's, Fai reached there first.dint get to meet Ghaffari *major sad face* :( haha

okays then bounced back to sembawang which was pretty lame but had fun hypering in the bus disturbing everyone including scared little chinese girl. and i mean it. SCARED. *huhu face* watched two horror movies back in my house, ate chocolates, laughed at the silly fuchung and Kak pon (you knoww) and of course, bullied the gay catist :)

then off to Feeqah's house, watched spongebob and lots of MTV. intro to Tinie Tempah. LMAO. and of course lots of cuddling little Nellie :) ttheen off to Fai's house at Pasir Ris. crammed in the already full house and waited till everyone else left. interrogated by the mum, *ehem ehem* watched the *pardon me* silly malay drama then went home. had so much fun, things to remember at every single house and those bus and train trips, wow. (Y) now here comes the best part.

otw home from Fai's house, the bus we took crashed. to a bloody stupid car. or rather bloody stupid driver. waah asshole, the driver jammed braked like no body business! there's an off duty police woman in theBUS and she took charged of everything till the real policemen came. Fytrie was already super duper late, way passed her curfew so we decided to cab home. after much flagging none of the taxis can make it for three journeys. then the hot policeman came and asked us if we are still taking the bus home, told him we need to just cab our ass home and he was like "hey its okay, dont think you guys can get a cab around here,i'll try to get a cab for you ladies" waaaaah~ then he rode off with no helmet on and i was like "eh no need to wear helmet ah? malaysia is it?" after a few minutes he hired us a cab and led that cab right to us. waah not that im whatever but suave or whaaat! shouted our thanks and he salute us and rode off to take care of that bus shit.

waah i know its damn dramatic but its for real! what a memorable day. from the beginning to the end. THANK YOU GUYS AND MR POLICEMAN :)

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

what i dont understand is that how come we cant just get over the thinking about it part. well i guess its cause i miss your presence. you know when someone's practically a part of your everyday routine, you cant help but miss them when they're gone. wah second time ever im feeling this. and its not even the same situation. or maybe it is? i dunno. i feel like typing your name out to say that i miss your darn ass. HAHA :) i miss midnight calls. i miss those silly pretenses, damn fun. i miss goodmornoons. i miss kitty. i miss kitty. i miss kitty. ooh yaah and i miss kitty. have i said kitty? oh yes kitty too. kitty especially. HAHAHA laughing gas ladies and gentlemen. LUGHING GAAAAS. help.

jigetty jigetty jigjig. got a call for tzee job tomorrow but cant make it :( can make it next weeek though, but im going for another job. i miss those kids. :) i cant wait for wednesdaay!
SELAMAT MALAM CINTA. :)

yayness. dint dress up. even wore G-shock with Raya outfit :) complete family. i cant live without these people. i seriously don't care about those other extended ones, if they care they care, if they don't i seriously don't care. but dear uncle, mummy's one and only brother, you're HILARIOUS. never seen that side of you before. okay so maybe im a little scared of you. okay not a little, a lot. but whatever. we love you :)

awwww :) my boyfriend. one hell of a charmer :) but a tad too shy. okay i told myself to go sleep three hours ago. and im still online blogging my ass off. so goodnight. or good morning :) mornight. okay shut the hell up.

building rockets on the night of Raya. building shouldn't be the word but look at the time now. you should be able to understand :) watching the Avatar movie for the second time ( yawns!! ) with bro and sis cause apparently they're both fans :) i cant sleep and im darn sleepy im telling ya.

feeqs told me that the moon is exceptionally pretty tonight :) just saying.

Raya was two days ago. i shall not elaborate on how... okay maybe i shouldn't blog about it. i like the fact that i've found a new boyfriend who's a future pianist prodigy. pianists are very sexy don't you think so? yurrp i think so too. okay urmm so i guess we are the only family with no special theme colour this year but whatever, fuck yeah weird families. HAHA

awwwww ♥

very sweet! two thumbs up, but no. i would like to stay (: okay need to study now. thank you for everything.

i bet Clement Omar is drunk right now. he's spamming FB again. sighs. now spamming my wall with "HELLO! ♥" drunk lor what else right Clems. read this when you're "sober". sighs. sighs. you're an IDIOT.

two more problems to go. there's no difference between western blot, ELISA assays and SDS page. im reading stupidity seriously. look at the time, i don't think i can wake up in time for paper. anybody wanna be my human alarm clock? shits.

if you like someone you gotta tell it straight to them. you cant say tini tiny sweet stuff and expect that someone to understand. don't hold it back in. be a man for once. YOU. be a man. you took your own sweet time and this is why nothing's right. never too late now. say it.dont be scared of losing the friendship. its not gonna happen. :(

happy 20th birthday to the one and only husband. stay happy and i hope you had a great time today. you are missed :( all's well, collect your birthday gift on the 8th okays. hope you like it. i really don't know what to get you, i thought of buying you a Ducati for your birthdaay but you knoww.. HAHAHA (:

She's the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stare hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She is the type of girl who rather gets hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who stay loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who hold on to memories even if it hurts. She is the type of girl I am.

honestly. you are scary.

one day I'll have this in my room. will search. for now, lets study. sighs.

have to. sighs. cant stand the mode im in. emo-ing like eff. all i want is to be happy. that is all. be there, that's all. never ask you for 24 hours of your time. but you know what who cares right. why am i even blogging bout it. sighs.

Ooh quick one.

Tengku -Happy Belated Birthday. You will always be the most talented guy I know. I don't have to wish you success cause I know that you will succeed. When you get famous one day, please remember the fact that we used to play at the same playground. You, me, fyt, metal playground kays. Remember, metal playground. And I want my cover song. Soon!

Raihanah -Happy Birthday my Rai sayang. You're the first person I get super close to in RP. Thanks for being there always. Your mere existence is a gift from god to me :) stay happy, and if he hurts you ever again, tell me, I'll kick his darn balls for you with my boots :D

Danial Khalis -Happy Birthday! Urmm. Bobby head, I pretty miss your sorry ass. I miss the fact that you dint hold on to your promises with the kids and money. Haha well stay happy noob head :( you'll always be the guy who got me addicted to "twitching" and southpark. :):) have a great one asshole!

Dee -Happy belated Birthday. The funny senior I can rely on. And to think that we share the same interest for takuya kimura. Random much! Well stay happy and be true to yourself. You've been pretty emoish lately.

On a side note, good luck Naj, for what's left of prelims :D don't worry, I'll pray for the love of that ____ guy. No chinese boys, got it maam. Hahaha! Text me when you're done with prelims! :D

Well this someone I know said that I shouldn't go silent after posting a picture.. "Its always the case" she said. What an ass. Trying to teach me how to blog :D step up 3D is pretty awesome. I guess I got pretty excited over kable. Cause watching him dance and sing on glee is just so upsetting cause he's always the back up.. But here in step up, he's always the lead :D

Well anyways I'm gonna be pretty random right this second alright. Urmm I dreamt of the big guy- with the tattoos and lots of piercing but talks so softly- I made a deal with yesterday. Not that deal deal, but those deal deal, yknow.. But anywaaays. In my dream, I was telling him how scared I was of him when I first saw him. I mean how weird is that. I'm not gonna bloody meet him again.. Or maybe once more but whatever. Then, in the dream he was telling me that he gets that a lot. I told him... To drop those piercing. -.- wth. Why am I even going in detail over that dream, I have no idea.. I just think its the weirdest sheeze on earth.

Oh just so you know I'm blogging from the phone again, thus the lack of colors and whatever. Couldn't sleep last night, can't wake up this morning. Annoying shiznit.

Got lots of kisses from multiple boyfriends in kindergarten yesterday. This part of the post spells.. P-E-D-O-P-H-I-L-E :D neeh, its understandable since its Teachers Day.

Meeting the Loves today :D pretty excited.
Ohh thank you Minah & Mat for yesterday. Love you guys. Hoho!

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No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.
i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit.
deaf inducing voice, protection needed.
passionate about animals :3

i love books and coffee, big time.
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family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to.
My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life.
cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell.

i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face.
i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮

☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞

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