Tame The Tornado

what a depressing day today. wait, can a good thing be a cause of depression too? guess not.
i think that tall people sweats lesser walking to school i really believe so. they get to walk with long strides while us short people have to walk much quicker just to catch up. hrmmm..
i was sweating quite badly this morning trying to catch up with long legs. listening to the music that loud and focusing on long legs, no wonder i didn't see Huda walking beside me. she had to tap me in order for me to realize ): but dude.. your hair. -.-"
and then that Huda girl soooo confidently told me a wrong information. my dear, there's like a thousand others wearing the same exact jeans hoooh~ funny!
actually my main purpose blogging today is to kinda talk about how freaking shitty the day was. in class. heh.
first of all, no offence to any of my team mates if any of you are reading this. i seriously don't care what kind of people you are in life and it doesn't affect my life at all. and i for the love of god couldn't care shit if any of you can't ever find a job in life or got stuck with a freaking beer belly at home cradling your ten kids.
but seriously, if you're in my team, i care. i DO care how efficient you are damn it!
im not trying to say that i don't consider my classmates as friends but i don't know i have trust issues and then i have friends issue, so i think 6 weeks is too short for me to ever consider... you know.. well anyways. what im trying to say is that today's work was almost a solo work.
its seriously sick and stupid that i have to tell each and every one of you what to do and how to do it. its kind of pathetic. they don't even have the initiative to at least do some research while im writing in the mahjong. do i seriously have to tell you guys what to research on. i mean if you really want to help, you would at the very least be on your laptop googling something, anything, not on fb damn it.
and i have to tell that freak-living-in-her-own-world China shit what is needed again and again and again! i mean, get it in your head damn it! there's four things to do and i have to repeat that again and again, wtf. and for the love of god, thank you for keeping all the resources to yourself while i struggle with two childish boys who needs more attention than any girl with bimbo of the highest level.
phew. okay that was fine. im not angry okay, im just saying, help me out guys -.-"
and then i received the invitation card and i cant remember the way there, damn it i went there so many times before -.-" bedok, why bedok, why silat federation. what to wear, no heels. need to find heels. need to find guy partner. need. need. need. -.-"

ELMO CUPCAKE (:
it doesn't really look like Elmo huh, i thought so too. it looks kinda on the creepy side. hrmm. pedo Elmo?
okay so it tastes like shit, honestly. not that i know what shit tastes like. metaphorically, hrmmm..
oh oh the eyes tastes good (:
you're not reading this so its all fine.
if you are..... well just know that I'm being honest.

FYP-ing like a mad noob. sighs~
i really can't wait for the holidays! okay so we have to study and such but can you imagine the amount of sleep we get?! YIPPPPPEEE~
and its definitely movies weeeeek! i gotta catch up with whats on cinema. maybe a movie marathon.. hrmmm *hint hint*
and Atikah, maybe i should drop by your school to visit ((:

just a note, Brussels Sprouts taste like lama's butt. again, not that i know what it tastes like. hrmm.. ):

first of all, i would like to point out that yes, I've indeed dried up when it comes to artistic ideas. ): and i would also like to point out that I did a lot more than these (:
but.. DAWWWWWW~ Its ARTY SUNDAYY~
hey hey, before you start judging, i DO have a life. these shirts, well It's supposed to be for national day -.-
I know I know, it doesn't look like it belongs, but there's not much option when it comes to Sinagpore National day. i mean come one, what am i supposed to draw? stars and the lame ass merlion? >: [

loving my tumblr dashboard. see that's ^ is me not having a life. ): when was this even, must have been real depressed or something. HAHA omg the weird guy, damn I'm mean! -.-"
i should really go to sleep. goodnight (:

oh i realised that sometimes guys give out the best advice about their own kind. and i guess a friend of mine said sense : "Don't bother missing someone who treats you that way, if he cares even as a friend he wouldn't do that to you. as long as you know that you didn't do anything wrong ever to him, be okay. As long as you know, you've tried, be okay. If you think he thinks of you the same amount of time you think of him, you're seriously wrong. I'm a guy, and i don't spend my life fucking the internet or a book, i can tell."- A
okay now, seriously goodnight ☮

Look at Ben. OMG~ a walking sex being.
lets share cereal spoon.
I've been experiencing this weird sticky feeling way down my esophagus. like phlegm but not really like phlegm like something stupid stuck there. tssk.. i keep trying to cough it out. but it's not going anywhere ladies and gentlemen.

Hassan Aziz, wait for me alright (:
I'm pretty set on Armstrong Atlantic State University, just that money and missing my family is an issue of course.
but i want it quite badly. if i have to work my ass slowly there, i will (:
away from Singapore. perfect!

it's really unfair ):
what a strong lady she is. god bless her for breaking her silence.
now now i gotta get back to studying and its raining so heavily ((:

have you ever tried studying in front of the television? it doesn't work.
have you ever tried studying in front of the television while talking to a very interesting person? it doesn't work either.

I've been reading the same paragraph again and again. and I've absorbed close to nothingness (:

i hope i won't ever have to face the day i need to tell you these exact words. cause i don't think i can face it.

I heard that you're settled down,

That you found a girl and you're married now,

I heard that your dreams came true,

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,

Old friend, why are you so shy?

Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,

I had hoped you'd see my face,

And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,

I wish nothing but the best for you, too,

Don't forget me, I beg,

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,

Only yesterday was the time of our lives,

We were born and raised in a summer haze,

Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

Nothing compares,

No worries or cares,

Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

by Adele Laurie Blue Adkins

that's a rabbit. freaking pole dancing. adorable (:

FRIENDS. define friends.
i know a lot of people who calls on me whenever they need something. its disgusting.
i feel like telling them to eff off, but i just can't.. i guess cause i don't want to be a part of them, and i don't want to stoop that low.
no. they are not friends. they are just people i know.
how do you define friends?
no, I don't need to meet up with my friends every single day.
and no, i don't even expect communication.
but don't treat me like you don't know me and suddenly talk to me like your life depends on me. it makes me want to puke blood.
i don't count friends but i really think i have a few true friends. my true friends. how many do you have?
and A friend who has seen every single bit of my pathetic disgusting side. and has always been there still. do you have one? your lost.

❥ huge rings ((:

I'm craving for pancakes. hrmm.
having a really really bad day~ started the day with Justin Bieber's song in my head the moment i woke up. ): i don't understand why it happened, it just did. ):
bad tudung day. ): and bad blouse day. ): and bad jeans day. ):
i don't even want to talk about the bus incident with Hud. okay thats a lot hilarious.
and lab today sucks. my team didn't get to see all the components we were supposed to see and and the staining method and and and the microscope. ):
and the best part. i didn't bring wallet, tamagotchi, mouse and water bottle to school. DAMN.
so yeah.

update :
damn, i thought my night is gonna be better. at least not like this. wow, what a way to end the night. why am i not angry. why am i so fucking sad. if you're not gonna reply don't question me so rudely.

See this dog? He was ABUSED. Two drunk dumbells tied this dog to the back of their truck, “forgot that he was back there” and DROVE OFF!!! Luckily, the cops were called and this poor dog got the medical attention he needed! The dog is currently doing fine (despite the horrible looking wounds) and will be up for adoption as soon as his wounds completely heal.

just so you know, I'm not a fan but quite honestly, the music video of this particular song is very very urmmm.. very cute. heh~
reading Hyperbole and a Half, its so goddamn hilarious, thanks Tiara.. (: its a wonderful night~

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No red meat and i hate fizzy drinks.
i don't like Saving The Earth campaigns, i think that's just hypocritical bullshit.
deaf inducing voice, protection needed.
passionate about animals :3

i love books and coffee, big time.
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family first before anything, that's the rule i would like to hold on to.
My Mother. My Sister. My Brother. They matter, and i can't imagine not having them in my life.
cheesy? i know, i am cheesy as hell.

i treasure my friends a lot, if you play them out, i might smash your face.
i won't try to please you, if you like me,lets be friends, if you don't, you just don't☮

☜♥☞ oooh. and then there's him a very very important person. Existence very much valued.☜♥☞

the people.
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